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ooook, for the millionth time! here we go again! lol
i'm me, myself and i
i love metal music and going to shows


that metal list is really long, BUT here's a taste!
LOG
OTEP
ANDROID LUST
I, PARASITE
MUDVAYNE
HELLYEAH
DEVILDRIVER
NILE
(OLD)NIN
THROBBING GRISTLE
STATIC-X
PSYCLON NINE
THE AGONIST
STRAIGHT LINE STITCH
THREAT SIGNAL
ARKAEA
SKINNY PUPPY
MINISTRY
iwrestledabearonce (AMAZING BAND)
ZAO
and on and on....
for another reason i'm writing things in a list type of manner as of lately, i think it just may be due to too much stress and this is the only way for my brain to keep things tidy. go figure, and yes i do have a collage education, i just never use the caps key, unless it's formal...lol
and this is the spot for beer and or other spirit drinks to get mentioned..love them...nuff said. ;)
art is my passion and first love, without it i would go totally insane, i have a BFA from metro state and as said above plan on going back for my masters in art history. the fact that i do have a brain in my head scares the crap outta most guys, to look at me you would never know...so SUPREZZ!
i'm a native of colorado, so i don't know if i couldn't live anywhere else.
i LOVE horror movies... and the more campy the better, the more zombies in it means i'm practically having an orgasm were i sit...
another question i get alot is why the squirrel thing? well my dad has lovingly called me squirrel since i was 3, and again i have an obsession with zombies...leading to the fact that i even have a zombie squirrel half sleeve tattooed on my left arm! lol.
i'm an avid reader... wanna know just ask, yes i read twilight, but i read the fu*king book 4 yrs ago for a college class, and now everyone is on an over kill of this whole vampire thing (which is a true shame, case it used to be really good) but other then that i can spend HOURS in barns & noble and tattered cover. most girls go shopping, i go book hunting (insert geek line here).
i have a mohawk (it's dark blue that blends to black as of now) and tattoos(many,will be going on 26 here soon) and a ton of piercings (last time i counted it was around 15.
i'm a slave to my job but i love it for now it pays the bills...
i look different but that's ok, i'm comfortable, but most other people just stare, esp small children (love it when they ask questions)... most of the time i don't notice anymore, unless your going to be a douchebag and start talking to your friend about me loud enough for me to hear... then that's just rude. but then who am i to say what beauty is when the standard is tall, heroin skinny, white blond hair, day-glo shake and bake tan and if you held up the IQ of hers against a brick... you got it, the brick would win! and also on that note i'm not a beauty queen, i'm me, i'm not letting anyone try and change me, happy how i am, yes i have an ass, no you can't see my ribs and if your looking for a perfect 10 keep going... i have been in too many fu*ked up relationships where they tried to mold me into what they saw fit...
AND ON ANOTHER NOTE!!!!
i have a cat, he's is effin amazing! his name is tank and he is my small house bobcat.
i love coffee more then any thing else to drink out there, beer is a very close 2nd...
and at this point if you have not fallen asleep and have more questions to ask, do so! i won't bite hard i promise...just enough for bruises. ;)
and if you made it through all of that i give you congrats! if i didn't scare the crap out of you and send you screaming get ahold of me...
ps...i can cook and bake to so i make a happy homemaker!

moving the bodies from the laundry room to the storage room in my apartment, picnic in a cemetery of YOUR choice, or skinning humans by the light of a glowing fireplace and a nice glass of red wine...