Ok so I'm just switching everything up. I'm tired of meaningless, and senseless crap it's been fun but I think it might be time to grow up. I don't regret anything by any means but I would like to see a change in what I'm doing. I love to go out, drink, party it up and just have some all around fun, but I also love to just go out and have dinner catch a movie afterwards or even just chill at home playin Euchre or hearts... I am pretty shy(I know weird for a bartender right?) but I really open up after I get to know you. My friends(though limited) are there for life I've ****ed up really bad with a lot of them and they are still there for me 100% I don't think I could live without each and every one of them in my life. I am just looking for someone that has the same outlook on life as I do, which is asking a lot in such a small sentence. And i know this and I'm not looking for a miracle answer to my prayers, because love doesn't happen over night. I am a very mellow person nothing really bothers me, and i cant stand to see people depressed or angry... i mean why the hell are people so depressed during the holidays anyway? why don't you say fck that and come hang out and have fun with me? :)