Looking for that right woman who will fill my heart with love. Why is this so hard?

A romantic at heart, I love to be intimate and close with a woman. I am looking for the same. I am looking for a long term relationship that I hope will become much much more. I want to find that woman that will let me be the spontaneous romantic that I am.

I want to find that one woman who isn't afraid of intimacy and enjoys touching and closeness. A woman who is absolutely willing to be honest and faithful. I will not stick around for anything less. None of us are perfect but if you care for someone you need to show it in all respects.

I really enjoy reading and writing, backpacking and snowshoeing, day hikes, as well as computers. I enjoy going to the beach and watching the waves on a good stormy day. I also enjoy photography very much.

As for my goals in life, I am a point where I want to really start to find simplicity and love in life with that one person whom I know will always be there, through it all, good and bad. That one woman who will accept me for the person who I am. That one woman who will let me love her with everything I have.

Probably something simple. I would prefer an atmosphere of ease over something in which either person is worried about how they look or other matters. Just an easy going place where two people can really talk. After that, perhaps a nice place to take a walk.