My name is Mary...IVE NEVER BEEN W/ A GUY WHO WAS ROMANTIC BEFORE, SO THAT WOULD BE NICE...IF ALL UR LOOKING FOR IS SEX THEN PLEASE, DONT MSG ME.Friends first, then see where it goes from there. I hate going to bed alone with nobody there to wrap my arms around as we doze off together. it's something I long for, and when you're single, you're not getting that kind of intimacy. Perferably someone younger then me buts that's optional. I ALSO HATE PEOPLE WHO TRY TO BE SOMETHING THEIR NOT,. PLEASE JUST BE URSELF.

"To The World You May Be One Person But To One Person You May Be The World" Unknown

"They Say Love Hides Behind Every Corner, I Must Be Walking In Circles" Unknown




OUR SPIRITUAL EXISTENCE
OUR BIRTH VISION Pt.1

In the beginning, before our conception, we are all just souls, floating around with our soul groups. We all each have different groups we are connected to, that lead us through our lives, helping us reach our soul purpose for existence. Our soul groups helps us choose whose body to enter. The body which will bring us closer to our soul purpose. We all have different purposes to why we exist, that's why we all have different people we are born to, and it is also why we each have our own soul group, leading us through life, helping us with our problems, or the choices we make, or which road to follow. Weither our soul purpose is to fulfill our dreams, or maybe to achieve a purpose our Mom or Dad was unable to fulfill, whatever the case may be, our re-entries back on earth will keep occuring until the soul is complete, fulfilled, loving and pure.
You see, it is now up to us to hope for eternal peace for the souls on whom took their own lives or died before their time by some horrible accident, because if not, their souls could get lost, (somewheres in the middle between death, and the unrealization of being dead) with their soul wandering around on earth, reaching out to the souls of the living, confusingly needing to find a way to reach the other side, to be then back with their soul group.
If a person dies at a very young age, this soul will then re-enter another body,(their new mother), as quick as eight years, depending on how young the human dies. But if the souls body lives a long and healthy life, and dies of natural causes, that soul will then have one full life time to choose, yet again, their new mother. This course will repeat itself again and again, life after life, choosing a different pathway(mother) each time passing. Doing so will make the soul complete and pure. A purity so great that the soul has now reached it's complete purpose of spiritual existence.


CUTTING THE CORD IS CUTTING THE BOND
OUR WORLD VISION Pt. 2

As the soul enters the mother concepting into human form, the baby recieves a bond with this woman, they are almost unaware of at first.
While eating and receiving nutrients the baby needs from their mother, the baby then gains energies and emotions while growing, depending completely on the mother for these needs and for nutrients through the ambilicalcord. This cord now bonds the baby so powerfully with the mother, that everything felt or taken in by the mother, now passes through the ambilicalcord, and is immediately felt and taken in by the baby.
Nine months passes and the baby is now ready to exit the mothers body. With the bondage more powerful then ever before, the mother pushes with all her might and force, sending the baby out into a whole new world. The frightened baby cries out with anxiety from the strain and immediate change of temperature and surroundings.
Now confused and bewildered, the baby is soon calmed by the familiar voice and gentle caress of his/ her mothers arms.
It is now time to cut the cord. The baby is now going to be disconnected from the mother. No more life support, no more kicking inside the belly. And the most painful and depressing part is the disconnection of the bondage between mother and child,(now that the cord is cut) the bond is not totally completely gone, but it's a feeling of an emptiness that is so grand, that the depression cannot be avoided. This is known as "Post Pardom Depression."
Since the cord is now cut, making the child forget his/her Birth Vision, it's now time for the child to enter his/her World Vision, starting a life of more individuality.


The One

As you hold me tight with warm embrace,
I enter realms of soulful grace.
Your mind, your love, your profound caress,
Fills me with such happiness.

~Author, Me~

i have 2 beautiful little girls..i love them more than anything in the world. and now that i have them i realize that life ain't so shitty after all!! :)
im a very caring and down to earth gal. i have a great sense of humour, and love meeting pple who have the same qualities and share the same interests i do.i also love dragon flies...their sooo beautiful!!
I Love poetry, music,drumming, singing, and everything in between :P........
The program for this evening is not new,
You've seen this entertainment through and through.
You've seen your birth, your life and death,
You might recall all of the rest.
Will you have a good world when you die?
Enough to base a movie on?
{Jim Morrison-The Doors}
i completely hate pple who judge other pple, no matter on what level. i really hate judgemental and racist pple, and people who do it don't exist to me!!! :( and yes i already know im weird, i wouldn't be me if i wasent.
well there..u know just about everything about me..anything more u wanna know..please feel free to ask
my fav. quotes: "It's not the weed that chokes out the brain, it's the negligence of the smoker." "if people would stop being intimidators and interrigators, then maybe our children wouldn't be so aloof."(made these 2 up, but hey, im just as ****ed up as u, lol
"our children are our future,treat and steer them right!" (me)
"just because your paranoid, don't mean they're not after you."(kurt cobain)
"oh great creator of being, grant us one more hour to perfom our art and perfect our minds" (jim morrison)
"no eternal reward will forgive us now for wasting the dawn" (jim morrison)

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new frends to chat w/ maybe meet. been single for over a year now so lets just see how this goes, ok
a sense of humor is a must. i love to laugh, and regardless if your laughing at me or w/ me, as long as your laughing its all good, lol.
possibly someone whose like me and doesn't get embarrased easily. a friend i can be comfortable around, cause every girl gets their period,everybodys sh*t stinks, and all has gass that must pass at one end or the other, to put it bluntly,lol. ok now that thats outta the way...for a first date..if its summer time..im just happy sitting around a fire on the beach..w/ a guy playing guitar for me while we sang together...and if its winter, im just happy going sledding or snuggling up to watch a good movie...i tend to love watching the movie The Doors on a first date..just cause its my fav. movie...but ill watch anything if the guy is not interested in watching that.

ANYONE WHO ACTUALLY TOOK THE TIME TO READ THIS WHOLE PROFILE, WELL I THANK U MUCHLY.