*** I have found what I have always been looking for, I couldn't ask for a better friend or a lover. Surprisingly, these kinds of sites actually do work. I met my love on here. :3 So, don't bother messaging me and hitting on me, telling me how much you're "interested" in getting to know me better. I'm very much taken, and I don't ever see that changing. ***

There's really not much to tell about me; I'm honestly horrible about crap like this, I never know how to describe myself.

I'm not super skinny, I do have some meat on my bones. I'm not outragously huge or anything such as that, but having a child through a c-section leaves some unwanted pounds on you that's rather difficult to get rid of. I'll never be a toothpick, nor would I ever want to be. I've had a lot, and I do mean -a lot- of bad experiences with relationships. So if I seem like I'm completely not interested, forgive me. I'm very rusty at all of this. I'm pretty closed off until I get to know someone, and even then I still don't really talk all that much. I'm a hopeless romantic, to the T. I'm very outspoken, I'll say what I want when I want to say it. No matter if it hurts someone's feelings or not, I don't sugar-coat things. I get irritated when it comes to stupidity very easily, I don't tolerate idiots. I'm willing to talk to anybody that wants to talk to me, but that doesn't necassarly mean I'm going to open up to you right off the bat. I've had my heart handed back to me in a million pieces quite a few times, so I have my defenses up a lot of the time. Though, that doesn't mean that I'm not looking to have someone. And when I do have someone, the right someone, those will come down. I have a two year old son, and he's my absolute everything. It's a two-deal package with me, if you want to like/love me then you have to do the same for my son. He's absolutely everything to me, my entire world. The truth is, as over-used as this is, I'm really tired of being alone. And walking around seeing everybody that I know having someone by their side, I have my son. And I wouldn't change that for the world, but it would be nice to add someone else into the mix. There has to be somebody out there for me. I'm not looking for a fling, and I'm not looking to have my head screwed with. I'm tired of games, it's not how I do things. I want something serious, I don't want to jump from one person to the next. I'm not that type of person, I want to settle down with someone and know, really KNOW that they will always be there. I'm just looking for someone that I can bring myself to trust, and know that they aren't going to **** me over in the end, I'm so tired of that shit. I know how corny that must sound, but I guess it's just the "girl" side of me coming out.
I listen to rock pretty much (i.e. Slipknot, Static X, Mudvayne, Mushroomhead, Disturbed, Rob Zombie, Deathstars, Seether, Sevendust, Shinedown, ect ect ect. There's way more.), I'm not into rap. I hate it, nor am I into country all that much. I dye my hair all the time, I wear black (not because it's cool, because I despise bright colors), I'm usually off in my own little world.

That's really all there is to it, I am who I am. And I'm not willing to change any part of myself for anyone. Pretty much, I'm just looking for Mister Right. And I have yet to stumble across him, and I'm starting to doubt if I ever will... I'm more than willing to talk to someone, and maybe see if something comes from it and forms into something great. So; Contact me on yahoo: crack.monkiesx or on that place for friends (___scarlett_fever_x) - I don't really get online much anymore, but I do get on mobile on yahoo on my phone quite often.
If you're lucky enough, I might give you my cell number one day.

I don't really know... Just taking time out of the day to spend time with someone that you feel is special, and getting to know them.