"I think I used to have a purpose, but then again that might have been a dream"
Hi, i'm 31, 6 feet tall, around 180 pounds, I shave my head often and I always have some facial hair. I am a social misfit and I don't like being around more than 3 people at once. I am dark, yet funny, passive aggressive, kind, non-materialistic, devoted to what I love, energetic, introverted, shy at first, playful and brutally honest. I have a passion for cycling, running, blading, movies(thriller, animated, comedy, horror), music(techno, electronica, drum'n'bass, breaks, alternative), hockey, food, animation and animals. I have 9 tattoos and I also have 1 cat which I love.
I have no car anymore(but it doesn't mean I will rule out getting one later), I get around mostly on my own energy(bike, jog, walk) which I am totally content with and I live by myself in a place I own. My friends used to say I sometimes look like a pirate, thug or nazi(It doesn't mean I am one) and people who know me indirectly think i'm weird and "scary". I am not going to tell lies about me to make myself look better, but don't think I am the extreme of what I say either. Many guys take the path that everyone else has taken, not me.... I make my own path in life(anti-cookie cutter) and I am less concerned with fitting into the world, cause it doesn't really matter anymore. I am not a "flavor of the month" kind of guy, I find what I like and I stick with it. I do not want kids ever(animals are my children), I am happy enuff being an Unkle.
I am looking for someone who is kind and caring, also someone that is polite, honest, loyal, somewhat religious, someone not easily offended(A MUST) and they have to love and get along with animals. I am also looking for someone to kick my @$$ every once in a while to keep me honest and if need be, I will do the same back(if she wants). I know all those personality traits are just the "ideal" that I would like, and I know in this world that no one's personality is perfect but the only thing that really matters is a connection that grows and keeps growing from the start. If you NEED alcohol or drugs to have a good time then definetly do NOT contact me. I just want to find someone that enjoys my company and vice versa. I will not waste anyone's time if I know I can't help someone's life be a little more happier.
I used to hope and dream since I was a little boy that I would find someone out there for me, but now I am starting to believe I wasn't meant to be with anyone and that just makes one less thing to live for. All I know is that am disagreeable to most people at first meeting but I try to be helpful rather than hurtful to people, animals and this earth. Friendship first and always plus good communication is a must. I would really like to feel and live all the emotions that all those movies and music about love that I have seen and heard myself, but instead my imagination fills that void. If I have to spend all of eternity alone, then I guess it was never meant to be, I just wish someone would have told me that I was doomed from the start. Some men just shouldn't be in relationships because of the "problems" they have.... I may be one of them, but then again the right woman could make all my problems go away. I just want a chance to make some special woman's life a little better and less stressful and I would sacrifice almost anything to make her happy.
"Happyness seems to be Loneliness, but Loneliness kills my world"
"So much heaven, so much hell So much love, so much pain So much more than I thought this world could ever contain"
"Yes, I am alone, but then again I always was As far back as I can tell, I think maybe it's because Because you were never really real to begin with I just made you up to hurt myself And it worked"
"you've got something I need and I'm losing control I can't shut it off this thing I've begun and it's hard to tell just where it's coming from and it's hard to see what I'm capable of and it's hard to believe just, what I've become"
"I wana stay in love with my sorrow I can't hold on to me wonder what's wrong with me drown my will to fly here in the darkness I know myself"
Women to me are like the moon..... Beautiful, Mysterious, but I couldn't reach them no matter how much I tried
First Date
First date? I forgot what that's like. If I get any dates at all in the future that would be truly a miracle.
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