Im Not Talking About A Year.. No Not 3 Or 4. I Dont Want That Kind Of Forever In My Life Anymore. Forever Always Seems To Be Around When It Begins, But Forever Never Seems To Be Around When It Ends... Give Me Your Forever....



Ive been on this search for my soulmate since the day i was born... ive yet to find that person, though ive gotten close & almost settled.
Im the girl who got away & once you realized what you had, it was too late because i wasnt hearing your apologies anymore.
Im old school in a sense when it comes to relationships. I cater to my man to an extent, though i expect to be treated as an equal & i do want to be treated as good as i will treat you.
I believe in romance.. TRUE love.. magic & mystery.
Im looking for that fairytale kind of love, where if my heart is aching yours will feel my pain.
I wear my heart on my sleeve & people like to take advantage of that..
Everyone ive ever loved has hurt me... i dont just mean boyfriends... just in general. Doesnt anyone know how to truely love someone anymore?
Im a bit insecure, its a flaw. Im sorry.
Im your typical pollyanna-- i always want to see the good even when the bad is staring me right in the face. I want to believe in you & that everything you say to me is what you mean.
I want to get married & have a family... sooner rather then later. I guess I could get married to a couple of my exes but they arent exes for no reason & i am confident that somewhere out there is the one i belong with... my other half.
I dont like to fight AT ALL! Though i dont like to be made a fool of and if you try, chances are ill call you out on it & i wont drop it untill im satisfied that you understand that.
Ive never had a guy who really treated me like i know i deserve to be treated. Not to toot my own horn or anything , but im a pretty ****ing amazing gf to have.
I long to be loved & sometimes that blinds me momentarily in a relationship & i get played.. for lack of a better word.
I am so0o loyal its sickening... if i say i love you, i mean it, forever.
I believe in giving second chances & maybe another, if i truely believe you deserve it.
Ive lived enough to know what really matters & thats not money or material items, though they do soften the blow of life a little bit.
I am looking into nursing school in the next year , mainly because i like to help people.. i love to make someone smile & feel better.
I guess even though i dont mind working I would still rather be a stay at home mother & wife. I believe that in a family situation if it can be afforded financially thats the place for a woman.

The type of guy im looking for....

Basically, i just want you to be loyal & love me unconditionally. Id like a strong man , but not one who cant hang his head to cry when something has really got to him. Personality is so0o important.. know how to be serious but also how to let loose & have fun. I really like to show & recieve affection. Im the type to run after you & kiss you one last time b4 you ugo to work & just tell you that i love you for no reason as often as possible so that you dont forget or ever feel alone. Please be able to hodl a conversation.. about anything and everything or nothiing at all. Pillow talk is one of my favorite things in the world. You have to enjoy going out & staying in, as i like to do both... but mostly i like to stay in. Ive reached a point where im over the bar scene & what not. But i do like to have a good time. Hold my hand & touch my face.. tell me that my imperfections are what makes me me & that makes me perfect for you. As far as looks go... i tend to like taller guys, the taller the better! But you dont have to be a giant... id just really like to look up at you not down.. especially since im kinda short.. Hair color doesnt really matter, id like you to have some though, lol! Im not in the very best of shape so im not going to say you have to have a rock hard bod & hit the gym all the time. Though id really like to get into working out. I consider myself to be on the attractive side & you shouldnt be ugly.. i try not to be superficial but at the same time if youre going to look at someone & kiss them everyday for the rest of your life , you would like to enjoy what youre seeing.

Im not interested in hooking up... ive been down that road and it just isnt for me. Im the long term relationship kind fo girl. Ideally the person whos perfect for me wouldnt push sex.. i want the sparks to fly when we get to that point. Im not saying im not sexual.. because id actually consider myself to be quite sexual.. i just take it easy.

AHH.. P.S.-- Im NOT a skinny girl... im not really fat though.. too fat for guys who like skinny girls but too thin for guys who like em fat.. i cant win lol.