It took nineteen years to create who I am today. Within these years, I have been given the freedom to explore the world in order to satisfy my curiosity toward all the strange and wonderful things in the world around me.

I grew up in a healthy family. I had an elder sister and a younger brother and this made my childhood days more colorful. My parents both had stable careers and this provided us with more opportunities to learn what we desired to.

Somewhere someone is thinking of you. Someone is calling you an angel.
This person is using
celestial colors to paint your image.
Someone is making you into a vision
so beautiful that it can only live in the mind.
Someone is thinking of the way
your breath escapes your lips
when you are touched.
How your eyes close and
your jaw tightens with concentration
as you give pleasure a home.
These thoughts are saving a life
somewhere right now.
In some airless apartment on a dark,
urine stained, whore lined street,
someone is calling out to you silently
and you are answering
without even being there.
So crystalline. So pure.
Such life saving power when you smile.
You will never know
how you have cauterized my wounds.
So sad that we will never touch.
How it hurts me to know that
I will never be able to give you
everything I have.


You never leave my mind,
Even when I have
better things to think about.