im always a mess, i can never keep my own secrets.i laugh too hard at stupid things,i live in the past,in the memories i have with the people i love. i hate thinking about reality & im so heartsick for all the things that i cant get back.its hard for me to define myself..i guess im just a cliche--the man who loved too hard & didnt get anything in return.i dont want to be the heroine in some tragic love story,i just want the one person who has never given me a second thought, a second chance...I’m a very complex person. Sometimes indecisive. I like something then I don’t like it. I want something then I don’t want it. I get bored easily . So I need interesting things to surround me constantly. I love my family and friends.I don’t do things half heartedly, or I just wont do it at all.I luv surprises but then I hate them, I feel the need for mystery but then I drive myself crazy thinking about it.i work work work, go to school and no play, I like to go out to the movies, bar/clubs, I'm a social drinker-2 drinks and I'm gone sooo ladies take advantage :-)~ I love baseball-DODGERS and football-RAIDERS, I love listening to TRANCE and Spanish Rock-I like JAGUARES, MANA, LA LEY i like LINKIN PARK AND METALLICA! looking for that someone that can hold a good conversation, someone that can stimulate my mind as well as my body *wink*.

first date...well i would have to say go out to have dinner some where nice, somewhere were we can conversate, im up for having drinks or coffee, club/bar i know its not a good place for a date especially the first date im comfortable in whatever situation..