UPDATE........EVERYONE THAT HAS SO CALLED READ MY PROFILE THANK YOU ALOT FOR YOUR BEAUTIFUL COMMENTS AND YOUR KIND WORDS....... ALSO TO YOU OTHERS I AM NOT ON HERE FOR JUST SOMEONES BOOTYCALL OR TO BE ANYONE'S MISTRESS,... I WANT AND I WILL HAVE SOMETHING REAL, I KNOW IT MAY NOT BE REAL COMING FROM HERE AND AGAIN IT MAY BE SOMETHING WONDERFUL WHO KNOWS....other than that there's not much to tell I am just me I wake up everyday just like everyone else I am not perfect I don't claim to be..I don't judge anyone it's not my place to do so everyone has there faults and there is no 2 people the same in this life I lead...My life has been good,but could be better. those who don't know me well and down to the nicest compliments from the ones closest to me. I'm not here to give you some mopey story about my life. I've been hurt in the past but it's opened my eyes to what I really want in my life. I can be the goofiest person in the world when you get to know me. I'm not a complicated girl though sometimes my thoughts complex me along with my emotions. I've come to realize that life is far too short to wallow on the past because the "what ifs" don't change the world. In fact it just makes the world stand still, until your thoughts 'cause chaos and you float away from the atmosphere. Anyways, I tend to ramble a tad too much but please feel free to message me. I'm a person that tends to listen to people's problems and a lot of the time would rather find solutions to other people's problems than my own. But I believe after 20 years of taking care of everyone else it's time to be a little selfish and happy. Don't get me wrong I'll still help someone out but I'm trying to make sure someone else's problems doesn't drag me down with them...