| | I keep thinking she’s going to talk to me.. but my phone still has no missed calls.
I should really stop checking the d*mn thing, my luck will be no call at all.
I try writing her because sometimes it seems like a message is the only way.
No matter how often I check though I still have nothing coming in anyway.
They say I’m cute but in the end I guess that doesn’t amount to much.
I’m not even superficial but she’s still not trying to reach me or keep in touch.
If only I could hold her hand but it keeps getting pushed to another day.
I guess if it doesn’t happen soon it wasn’t meant to be, or so they say.
This big ol’ heart of mine just wants to jump out of my chest.
No matter how bad I want it though it has no choice but to be locked up in this mess.
What I would give to have someone in my life that meant more to me than nothing at all.
Maybe if I keep on trying something will turn up, even though it could just end up a fall.
Every night I fall asleep missing the few nights when someone used to be there.
I’m so lonely that it seems love is as invisible as thin air.
What I live for is all so far away.
I just keep on telling myself “someday.... someday...”
They all keep say that with time things shall all come in place.
I’ve been waiting here forever though and nothing is ever going to happen at this rate.
I know I’m young but there’s nothing I can do to change the fact.
Pretty soon I’ll be old and God will be saying “ hey, I got you back”
tick tock tick tock it’s all just ticking by my days.
If only there was something more to look forward to than getting by all these yesterdays. |
