MAJOR MAJOR MAJOR Kudos to the people that actually read the whole profile...

I have long blonde hair with dark brown streaks, 140 lbs, 5'2", 10 piercings, very curvy, no tattoos...
I'm stubborn and spoiled-mostly by my father(who doesn't like to be spoiled once in a while?), im pessimistic(my glass is always half empty). The way I look at it though is if your pessimistic about everything and think the worst, then when it really does happen it's not so disappointing and shocking, it's exactly what was expected... but thats just my thinking anyway. I love to make people laugh and smile... and always think about what I can do for someone else rather than myself but that must be the motherly instinct kickin in.

I collect care bears, can not live without makeup, and eat ketchup with EVERYTHING...
I love fruit and raw veggies, hate chinese & seafood, & love the color black (which people could argue and say that black is not a color, its the absence of color...but whatever what else would you call it?)

I like to go to the movies, hang out with friends, go out to the clubs in chicago OCCASSIONALLY(which really means once a year for my birthday), work out, take pictures, graphic design, anything to do with interior design, shopping, cooking/baking, and spending time with my parents and family. Family is EXTREMELY important to me. I do not know what, who, or where I'd be if I they were not a part of my life.

I an currently unemployed due to the fact that my store closed about 5 months ago and I have not been able to find another job which sucks because I never thought I'd be in that position but on the other hand it has given me some time to do the things I've been wanting to do around the house and to spend with my daughter. She is a gorgeous little 3 year old and is the love of my life, so ultimately the person I'm with has to not mind children. I don't know what I would do without her.

***So if anyone on here knows of any job opportunities or is looking for someone for their businesss themselves...I have 5+ years experience in being an assistant manager and I also have my associates degree in Graphic Design, however I have never done anything with it. I do have a portfolio.***

I am looking for friends on here because I don't get out too much... and possibly more if thats what happens. I am extremely shy though when you first get to know me but eventually open up when I am comfortable. I am NOT looking to hook up, I can do that on my own terms so if you are looking to get laid look elsewhere.

JUST SO EVERYONE KNOWS CAUSE IM SICK OF TELLING PEOPLE: I broke up with my ex about a month or two ago but its been over long before that however he still lives with me until he can find another place to go and hes helping with half the rent until i can find another job since im unemployed at the moment. dont like it? cant handle it? not my problem....this is where you click on someone elses name then...I'm just being honest.

With that being said...

I am attracted to white males, preferrably older 29-38 who know what they want and won't play any games. Now when I say OLDER I don't mean 50 old. My Father is 56 and a lot of older men near that age have been emailing me and although I do find it sweet, I can not date someone my Father's age. I am sorry...I want a man who is kind, sweet, generous, loyal, funny, intelligent, mature, attractive, knows when to give space, and is honest. I like men that tell you that you're beautiful and gorgeous...and not hey baby "u hot" or "u fine". I am usually more drawn to guys with dark hair and dark eyes, muscular, taller than 5'7", athletic, and don't have hairy backs! but thats not to say I'm not attracted to any other physical attributes I'm just MORE drawn to those. I know what I'm looking for and like I said, if you are looking to meet right away and think your going to "get some", think again because it won't be with me. I'm hoping this site with provide me with a good experience, not a bad one.

TURN OFFS:
-smokers
-hairy backs/toe knucks/ears
-a lot of facial hair
-facial piercings
-cocky attitudes
-jerks
-***holes
-long hair
-guys that give me their phone number right away(I'm on here to talk to people first and screen them THROUGH the web. If you give me ur number right away and i call you and u turn out to be psycho then u have my number and essentially all of POF.com does too, so no I will not call you or text you.)

I don't know what it is with you guys but there's been a lot of jerks here lately. Being nice in an email and acting interested is one thing but when I don't answer and then you change your story and start insulting me and being completely inappropriate is uncalled for. Getting my attention? Perhaps...but it is just AMUSING me. If you think that will get me to respond to you faster or respond to you at all for that matter, think again... I have better things to do with my time then email back and forth with someone who is not worth the air I breathe.

I'm still looking for that guy that will take my breath away, that when I think about him it gives me butterflies, the guy that opens the door for you even though he doesn't have to, the guy that looks into your eyes and just makes you melt...yeah, I'm looking for the stuff you see in the movies, the romeo and juliet story,the love that lasts a lifetime, the soulmate, the lover, the best friend that you can tell anything to,the head over heels - sweep you off your feet type of guy that makes you feel like there is no one else...
Is that even possible anymore?

SOME FUN QUOTES:
"Appearance captures the eye but personality captures the heart."

"I'm selfish, impatient, and a little insecure. I make mistakes. I am out of control and at times hard to handle BUT if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best."

"There's a point in life when you get tired of chasing everyone and trying to fix everything, but its not giving up...it's realizing that you don't need certain people and their crap."

"I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go. Things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right. You believe less so that you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes... good things fall apart so better things can fall together."

"I just want you to know that if a jellyfish ever stung you, I'd pee on you."

"Truth is, everyone is going to hurt you. You just have to find the ones worth suffering for."

"Keep your head high, there are people that would kill to see you fall."


MY FAVORITE MOVIES:
Goonies, POF.COM asks me to rap this up now, I've run out of space anyway. For a continuance of fave movies, just ask =)

I have not been on a date in so long I dont even know what there is to do anymore lol...yeah I know, pitiful...but true.