re adjusting to civillian life is more difficult then i woulda thougt all thoese days i just wished could leave.. i made it to sergeant fast tracked the whole way and while in iraq i made daily decisions that determined if a daughter wife mother mom dad... got the i made it back in the wire today call.. n did it without a second thought and not once did i do anything i regreted i was and am confident that i was a meantor and leader to my soldiers, and i made a decision that came back on me from the very begining and i seen the otherside... and ppls true colors show in adversity..Did 4years in the army mostly overseas or deployed so not a whole lotta friends I kick it with... I have fun anywhere I m until drama happens n I hate n avoid all drama so that's to u ones who get their rocks off creating drama..... kick rocks
yes i do drugs n if it bothers u kick rocks or keep it to ur self.. cause dont care what u have to say anyway... i payed my debt to society as far as im concerned... im a realist.. to the point. theres no color(exitement or enthusiasim) its all black n white.. yet to have met a girl that wasnt a cheatin hoe n yet to meet a dude that wasnt a egotistical **** head.. so my faith in ppl is about nil ta nun... dont belive in love.. its really about findin someone u can be reasonable with n share ur life together tooooo many ppl get love n lust, infatuation confused i like all music but mostly alternative n country i attempt to stay ****ed up as much as possible cause it gets me outta my head n i can have a good time.. never had a real girlfriend.. never been in love or not quite sure ever experienced it period. i do like traveling n seeing new places n experienceing new things..im verry open and have nothig to hide or lie about i dont want relationship i dont want to go on dates.. not into one night stands... just need to have someone to give me some sortta hope that im full ofsh*tand that there is a chance that life isnt so empty ndull.... the army kept me goin but then got back to the states n drinkin everyday and gettin dwi's isnt exactly acceptable.. lol n im out runin n hustlein here n there........ but someone prove... me wrong..

dates... neverbeen on one but i see comonly ppl are fake as **** on them