I walk with my head up, standing straight and proudly
Side to side is the movement of my lower body
My stride is not paced or predetermined
More like I'm displaying my swagger to everyone to witness
Greeting strangers with direct eye contact
And a smile that warms those who catch a glimpse
Some are curious to my obvious confidence
Others are intrigued by the attention of my presence
Always stepping out put together from head to toe
Never am I flashy but always bold
I make my way as if I'm on center stage
Demanding acknowledgment from everyone with in range
I don't pretend as if I'm perfection
Confidence keeps my flaws from being so evident
Never claiming to be the baddest women out there
But I believe my beauty surpasses those with there nose in the air
My refusal to submit to society's image of beauty
Empowers me, fuels me
No Barbie doll replica will ever shame me
Model type females won't cause me insecurity
So go ahead and hate on me
Be disgusted by my incredibly thick shape and body
Despise me for my confidence
Each time you spit cruelty it will be rejected and ignored
My victory is won each instance you and your man are sharing space
As soon as I enter his attention switches from you to me and I'm his desired taste
Then I walk by, switching my ass flaunting
When I look back, his mouth is open and Ur grip on him becomes frozen
Please rest easy your man is not what I'm prowling for
I just wanted to prove its me that he will always secretly long for..

Alone in solitude, out of reach from the world and its harm
Unsure, timed to wonder back into the unknown
The comfort of indulging only in self has entrapped me
Yet the feeling called loneliness beckons me to be set free
My once lively, untamed and magical soul
Now forced to live day-by-day, emotionless and controlled
Determination and strength keep me strong on my feet
My focus concentrated on needing and solely depending on me
At times I have fallen and gazed upon the cold eyes of defeat
Quickly I raised, headup, onward striving until my journey is complete
Although I have chosen to remain confined
I ponder at the thought, could I have let my soul mate pass me by?
I am filled with an overwhelming desire to love and be whole
It rages uncontrollably like fire deep within the stonewalls
My hands are eager to feel, touch, caress and hold
Time has healed my heart; now open ready to be filled with love
My nurturing being is eager yet patiently awaits
The arrival of my dark prince I dream of, he willcome, I have faith
With attentive ears, capable and willing to understand
Everything he was unable to tell anyone else before hand
My arms are longing to enfold someone close
Able to keep them away from the harms in the world
Myonce weekend legs now solid and strong
Prepared to walk down a never-ending road
My back straight, proud and tall
Never will I be to far, at his weakest moment ill carry him, we will continue on
I possess a complex mind full of dreams and intellect
Eager to converse, be wilder, stun and at times make him laugh until he hurts
My beautiful body, thick, solid, soft and built for more then looks
Able to handle hard work, childbirth and aggressive thrusts from a passionate lover
I am a red ruby, shimmering amongst jet back coal
Patiently waiting to be embedded into a ring of gold, forever worn