D/W/M - 56 - No drugs - employed - I find this part difficult - looking for a reason to care again. This site is confusing to me. YIKES! lol Hmm. Best I should 'expand' on this a bit. soon - lol. ok 'Caring' is a good thing. I admit to having been down - call it mid-life crisis. I had heard of it but never was taught how to deal with it. I now realize it is expensive in many different ways. Now this looks like a dumping ground. Hey. I am an overall 'good guy' in 'wannabe bad boy training'. I have been working all my life and it is all good actually. There are alot of lonely people out there so I do not think this site will miss us if we disappear from here ... what is with all these cartoons??? If You are STILL with me this far...WOW. I watch The History Channel, Discovery, AMC, TMC and am pretty much a 'loner'. Catch 22...I do not usually go to bars or lounges which means I am not going to be encountering many people. Now then. My opposite would be a social butterfly which would not seem to 'mesh' to well huh. I will attribute this to a strict childhood, military and marriage at an early age with the expectation of '...til death do us part'. While I am not dead I AM having a difficult time 'adapting'. I have no medical issues and am not familar with anything beyond the common cold/flu. I have not been seriously sick since high school days. I work with machines, not people. This in one reason I do not interact well with people. ah well It is very unlikely that I will IM out of the blue ... just not my nature.

Date? I haven't a clue what a date is these days. How about finding out if there is any common attraction before thinking about a 'date'.

Live within 75 miles.
Must not be looking for Hang Out
Must not do drugs