I'm not sure what I'm looking for anymore
I just know that I'm harder to console
I don't see who I'm trying to be instead of me
But the key is a question of control

Can you say what you're trying to play anyway
I just pay while you're breaking all the rules
All the signs that I find have been underlined
Devils thrive on the drive that is fueled

All this running around, well it's getting me down
Just give me a pain that I'm used to
I don't need to believe all the dreams you conceive
You just need to achieve something that rings true

There's a hole in your soul like an animal
With no conscience, repentance unknown
Close your eyes, pay the price for your paradise
Devils feed on the seeds that are sown

I can't conceal what I feel, what I know is real
No mistaking the faking, I care
With a prayer in the air I will leave it there
On a note full of hope not despair

Random facts about me:

I don't follow any sports.
I like most any type of music, but find country annoying, as well as most of the new crap lately that passes for music on the radio.
I'm a home body.
I want to visit Japan one day.
I love to cuddle and be close.
I've been called a nerd, weird, a dork, quiet, and silly among other things.
I find most tattoos to be a turn off, mainly if they are visible when fully clothed.
Excessive piercings, mainly tongue and lip piercings can be a turn off.
I find bad grammar and intentional misspelling to be annoying.
I would love to go to museums, plays, even the Opera, but I've never had anyone to go with.
I've moved 17 times through out my life, have lived in 2 different states, and been to 14 different states.
I'm left-handed, but used to be ambidextrous when I was little.
I walk with a limp because of a car accident when I was 8, but in high school people used to just think I had a cool walk.
I know for a fact that chivalry is not dead.
I'm not into clubs or partying. I prefer more relaxed settings, restaurants, movies, taking walks...
I'm a big nerd, but if you just met me someplace randomly you probably wouldn't have a clue.
I have no real clue why, but I'm a sucker for a girl with glasses.

Anything where we can hang out and be able to talk and get to know each other... Maybe meet up at the local bar for a couple drinks while playing pool, darts, etc, or go out to an early dinner by the pier, watch the sunset and then walk around the local shops. I love movies, or would enjoy a comedy club, but it's not so ideal to start out a first date, as you can't really talk and get to know each other so well...