Well what can I say I kinda fell from a star, was on my way looking for an ex gf, but didn't find her until it was too late ,caught anxiety lost my cool and now I'm just kind of wandering wondering what to do next so I disguise myself as a scene bro office pro.

Update: If you find yourself truly that interested, its easiest to talk to me on AIM : Xeraky0. (with a zero) Otherwise feel free to send a message.

You'll be amazed at how quickly you become disinterested in me as soon as we engage in a conversation. You will also be amazed at how much I don't care. I'm a fun loving go getter kinda person with no interest in impressing/watering down, or form fitting to society. There is a good chance that I will randomly message you with some kind of strange asinine statement to get your attention. Please dont misjudge this crude example of quaint civility as an attempt to win a stage left proposal at your gilded and glamor shot knickers, This is just my half hearted attempt at being the socially applicable warm blooded human being that certain key aspects of anatomy politely informs me that I should be. ;) Point being, I'd love a chance to talk to you, but im not much for the facade.

I'm kinda like a coup de gras.

Also I deal in childrens intervention education software...pretty much fun games that teach kids to read. SO if you're interested..let me know.

I want to meet unique, exciting and intelligent people. or just cute. either or.

Dead Romantic. The best way i can describe me is that which I am. an individual, Laid Back. Philosophical. Intellectual. martial artist. gamer, anime fanatic. street racer, drifter, music, mostly, indie-rock, jrock, trip-hop, hip-hop, hardcore, trance, and screamo green tea, cappuccinos, slurpees, twilight, sunrises and sunsets, partying. a lot. until the break of dawn. or just laying around and doing nothing. rave scene. Fashion design, Rum, Pirate lifestyle.
All that I list that I am working on is "in process." Not much of it has gotten a decent start yet as there are changes i'm making in my routine that are taking some time.

I am a musician, I'm starting to play guitar again but I'm more of a vocalist. It is my poetry after all. but I have no where to practice so this takes a hit.

I'm deep into poetry as Poe put it, literature is inferior to the language of the soul, and this is the major driving point that makes me want to pursue music. That and I want to drink whiskey while playing a pink guitar shouting exclamations at an all ages door show. I have plans and goals, what can I say?

Body modification is rad, im in the process of gauging as well as scheduling when I will be getting my tats.

Also I'm heavy into fashion design. I can sew, I enjoy drunken sewing most of all, and I like to make a lot of my own clothing. I'm much more into a conventional couture style myself, stemming from a japanese street style, however I have plenty ideas for chic modern wear as well.

I'm pretty big into auto performance,currently my GSX eclipse just bit the axle and is DOWN.

I've been told I speak in a language of my own mixing teenage colloquialism with fancy big words, as well as different social references with a slightly refined pirate accent. Its just something you eventually get used to.

I hate reading but I love debating. So if you like to read, lets debate why ;)
Im christian in base, though I have a vast view on what religion, spirituality, and the universe really is. I range from an existentialistic, empirical basis with Buddhist values with a monotheistic center point, still respecting the idea if there are other or lesser forces.

I cant cook..anything really. I mean I can try, but its really for your benefit that I dont.

I'm not a big fan of tv, most of it is consumerism. So if i am watching tv, its probably animated.

I like to have fun. I like to party, I club, go to concerts, im amazing at beer pong and can usually quote enough popular media culture to entertain any large group. Just a few things I learned from my mentor.

I like to meet happy people who kick me in my proverbial nuts and tell that life is beautiful. I have the tendency to think far too much. I suffer from a king's level of anxiety, but I still make it through. I have a lot of plans, and a lot of bad luck. But I am still an optimistic realist.

I do alot more then sit in my bathroom and take pics all day, but im not really that guy who finds it necessary to jump in every picture and go "hey im a douche bag! take a picture!" So just use your imagination for a good background. Take your pic love..

On the real:

I'm kinda strange. I've had a lot of weird beliefs in the past and thought some things that ended up coming true. My life is filled with coincidences and wtf's.
I have terrible luck. Knowing me your luck will get worse too. Ye be warned.
I have a strange sense of humor. Its a bit dry and full of random.
I have terrible anxiety.
I'll probably bore the hell out of you if I go on an ontological empiricism rant. I also enjoy toasters.
I'm not very typical, I truly see myself as a nonconformist, and with this idea, I even refuse to confirm with the other non conformists. I dont mind shopping, eye liner or bright clothing. I'm not emo and I dont talk with a gaycent (faux gay accent.) My music is mostly electro-pop and japanese, and i dont wear girl's jeans, but i WILL wear fitted skinny. I value my black shields over any aviators any day. I listen to bands like: every time i die, thrice, die die color, capsule, dir en grey, miyavi, lil wayne, yung jeezy, chamillionaire mix tapes, perfume, the faint, every time i die, kill hannah, good riddance, operation ivy, the queers, maximum the hormone, mstrkrft, justice. Lately i've been learning to respect more country music, but to give you an idea i like almost -anything- with a synth and a bass beat.

I don't fit into any genre and thats not just a one liner.
I'd probably live on a ship if I could.
I dont have simple dreams or simple ideas. I dont want simple things in life. I have extravagant goals, and many different directions on how to achieve them. Timing and patience however, is everything.
It would take a mighty fine female to stop me, and have me settle for a white picket fence in a 3 bedroom house in a safe part of town. Most likely, I'd still raise a jolly roger and try to invade the neighbors yard.
Want to defy the world? Then I might be your pick.

Exhibit A. Truthfully? We would have deep meaningful conversation, go to a classy restaurant, attend one of many crazy parties, get delightfully smashed, Possibly go to an after hour club where we would continue to get more smashed, stumble in through the door of whose ever specific apartment, have a few awkward laughs which would lead to mad passionate love in many different areas of said apt, cool down over video games and pizza, then spout free style poetry to each other in between debating ethical reasoning and existential allocation. Oh im sorry, thats my idea of a perfect date.


I'm kind of shy around people at first and have this need to blow people off immediately, it might be social anxiety or it might be that I just really dont like most people, so though as cool collected, and confident as I am I end up kinda standoffish. So for a first date,it would prob be a bar or a friends house or something. Maybe a stroll through the mall. Just to get to know each other and see if its worth going deeper. Then we could might go to the park and be amongst the nature, discussing each others whimsical attributes. What makes you cute, what makes me intriguing, you know, simple mating stuff. If we seemed to get along and have some kind of connection..then there is a good chance it would lead to Exhibit A.....