I want to own my own business, house, and studio before I hit the big 30. I want to successfully get my bachelors in photography and masters in fine arts. I want to give my mother everything she has ever wanted. I want to get married in a field near the crystal clear sea. I want to die listening to the words of colorblind. I want to make something that will last until the dinosaurs come back. I want to wander the streets of Italy for the rest of my days. I want to move to the streets of Charleston and breathe in the salty scent. I want to travel to the Galapagos Islands and capture the movements of the iguanas in a Polaroid. I want to sit in a room all alone and play records and drink red wine. I want someone to give me a box of donuts with candles stuck in them for my birthday. I want someone to want me for my curves and mind. I want to travel to the West and capture the sorrows of the hard working cowboy. I want to fly over the earth and sprinkle down peace. I want to exit this world insured that my children will never suffer through the insane world of politics that I have. I want to take the ‘perfect’ photograph by my terms only. I want someone to touch me with love on every inch of my soul. I want to buy things with out regret. I want to make a studio out of my basement. I want them, whomever they may be, to bring back the golden girls. I want to single handedly bring back the Polaroid. I want to wake up with a man, pour coffee in two vintage cups, and lay in bed all day watching king of the hill. I want to shake the hand of God, and say “job well done”. I want to meet a cute band boy with an acoustic guitar, tight pants, and good tunes. I want to bring the troops home. I want people to understand just because you have a point and shoot camera, does not and I mean not make you a photographer. I want to find a cure for the disease called stupid. I want to sit and watch jeopardy with my grandmother again while eating steak out. I want a coffee cup my face past on it that you drink out of every morning. I want to see Amy Whinehouse on intervention, I would be willing par take. I want to know real deep true love, which doesn’t have to be from a man. I want to have a boy and girl, and name them, well that’s my secret. I want to be in my Goddaughters lives as long as I possibly can. I want to help a homeless guy but not by giving him a bottle of booze. I want to meet new people who can better my life. I want to grow a garden full of nothing but tulips. I want to have a house with all white room. I want to weed out the ugly and the bad. I want mtv to bring back the videos. I want a job that isn’t dead end. I want one day where things go off without a hinge. I want to become a more romantic photographer. I want someone to commit. I want to simplify my life.


Love:
"there's no such thing as the perfect soul mate. if you meet someone and you think they're perfect, you better run as fast as you can in the other direction cause your soul mate is the person that pushes your buttons, pisses you off on a regular basis, and makes you face your shit." I get asked a lot what my perfect man is so here goes: He is obsessed with the song colorblind equally as much as I’am, knows how to open doors, attractive (im not going say its all about the personality cause its not 1% is attraction and 99% is personality), he puts me before his car, he holds my hand in front of his friends, is proud of me, supports me, tells me im gorgeous when im in my sweats with no makeup because to him i' am, has a job and car, has goals, is family oriented, knows that relationships will have arguments and is ready and able to confront them head on, is willing to watch golden girls, family guy, Jurassic park, and king of the hill with me, gets jealous when i say Dane cook is so fine, is protective but not overly jealous, is truthful and honest, has the respect for me as a person to break up with me before he cheats, hangs with my friends and family, shows me off to his friends, tries new things with me, respects me, gives me my space, will write me a song, surprises me, can go hiking with me one day and cuddle on the next, knows my favorite color and flower, calls me just to say good morning and goodnight. I realize no one is perfect, but I do have faith that everyone has a soulmate. I don't feel the need to attach myself to someone at such a young age, unless that "one" happens to come along, i am blissfully happy being single until that point. I want to do so many things in my future that I can't afford to be with someone that will drag me down. I want someone that will experience things with me. Not someone that is still stuck on the past or has previously experienced those things. Of course i want to get married and have children but not quite at this point in my life. I want to be prepared for it somewhat and be able to enjoy every minute. I believe in lust at first sight and Love at first spoken word. I think Love should be respected and honored but obviously some people see it as how many people they can get in the sack, and no this does not apply to just the fellas, ladies can be just as dirty.

If we can get past you opening the door for me then we will see where it goes.