33 yr old male just looking for someone to fill this empty space in my heart. Im real and ask that you be as well. I want the happiness in life I deserve and want to be the one to make someone else happy as well.* UPDATE * "Its when your dialing her number just to hang up the phone, driving cross town just to see if shes home, waking a friend in the dead of night, just to hear him say its gonna be alright, when you find your self falling down upon your knees, begging to god, begging him please, thats when shes more than a memory." At this point in time I think it would be safe to say my search for love is over and its just time to give up. I have went through alot of heartbreak in my search and ones heart can only take so much. There have been times when I thought I found that special someone only for her to tug at my heart then to find out I had to walk away because I could never have that someone who I found to be so special to me due to either them having or finding someone else or various other reasons. I have came to a point in life that I dont know if this broken heart can be mended again. As the song in the beginning of my update is trying to express I need her to be more than just a memory to me because memories only hurt so bad. A little message to everyone out there, when you do run across that special someone who you just know you can care for so much and that it can quickly turn to a love so strong that its undeniable to you, dont give up the fight and walk away for whatever reason because if you do that perfect one you are menat to be with just might be slipping away. Anyone who wishes to talk to me may feel free to drop me a message at any time I will welcome the company.

I would like to take a woman out to see how compatible we are then take things slow from that point. I like to treat a lady as the princess she is and give her the life she never had. I'm not into games or hurting anyones feelings because I have been there and I know how it feels. Im a real person and thats what i want someone to like me for, not whats on the outside but what I have in my heart to share with that special someone.