Wanted to change my profile because it upset to many ladies, which was not the intent....So sorry... I'm looking for a wonderful women, who is positive and really focuses on what really matters.....I appreciate the little things and of course love the not so simple things... I can hang with the 20 year olds with no prob, yet I appreciate being home... I really love my Dog Lexi.....she is by my side now and is a true friend for no reason....She just gets excited to see me and I her.......But I would love to have a women look me in the eyes again with that little sparkle and me do the same for her..I would love to appreciate her smile, her skin, the way she walks and her smell and taste..(oops.) I have had all the money I could ever want and all the toys, and tryed the toy thing once again out of habit and I relized finally that money never bought me happiness, I am happy with me and my life my job is great cause I get to help people daily..actually saving lives , I'm honored to go there everyday, actually havin a purpose......drop me a line, no worms please...lol..also, I am an idealist...always have been.....If you really enjoy these movies...Legend with Tom cruise, The last Unicorn, and Its a Wonderful Life....you'll understand what I mean...If you think they are corny or dont apply today, then thats the problem.....I'm all about the fairy tale not the nightmare. There will always be Good Vs. Evil and you have to serve one, so who will be your master ??? And above all I'm the most honorable man you will ever meet.......Thats very important to me...I want to be able to be an example of what strong men are suppose to be.......I'm not into manipulating, chasing money, casual sex, people who are hiding from themselves by continually keeping busy.......I try and seek balance.........difficult at times......I'm not perfect by any means, but at 42 I'm the best I've ever been and getting better, through my own personal pain, which is the touchstone of all spiritual growth for all of us, I have decided to follow my heart and take a journey of faith, leave behind what the world says I need to have to be happy and trust my God, and have faith in that which I cannot see, and understand that I have a purpose in life beyond the scope of chasing my wants, and guess what so do you...and had to get real with myself and look on the inside, which was empty....I have worked on my self non stop for 5 years and realized that I have been on a marathon of running, or staying busy, or numbing myself with alcohol or drugs (including perscription ones the doctor said I needed)...getting through life yet not living....believing in God, but not walking with him...trying to be a strong man , yet caving into all that is really weak........I have made my lifes duty to show others , I have become a guardian angel that tries to guide with a gentle hand , yet I will not rob people of there own personal pain.......I believe most men are weak, they chase what their flesh desires..they believe money equals power...they have no moral scope beyond the end of their penis.....and I have been there myself, but am done........So if I trust, why do I seek.....That is the question.................pleasant journeys....

meet and talk look in eachothers eyes and go from there...the world is yours my lady...........