What is a dream to you? Is something you feel you cannot possess? Is it something that happens to you just when you sleep? Because if it's just that it dies when you wake. After living my life I realize if you let a dream die, you die. Pieces of my dream have slowly drifted and sometimes my dream becomes a nightmare or it seems to be. I have been chasing this dream of Mine in particular getting into things, learning things along the way, one of them 99.9% of the folks who you meet want your dream to die with theirs because they are cowards and dislike you because you won't allow yours to die. They want you like them. In my life the dream is all I have in this world. No love, no money,no real home, no real family hardly any friends, but I have my dream, it means everything to me and should to you to, I literally will die if i allow it to die, and it will live when i leave for new York, there I will cultivate it, make it stronger, it may come alive like frankensteins monster, as the dream lives and gets stronger, so will I, you too. It won't betray us and we won't betray and neglect it. So again what is a dream? We all have one. The One that makes the hair stand up on our backs when we think about it. It is something that keeps us alive, I mean "truly" alive, you can be alive and not love life because that dream was abandoned and not realized, i was on the brink but my dream came through for me and helped me realize it, I don't understand it but it wouldn't let me die, it wanted me to live.Our dreams wants us happy and alive. so we have to nurture it in return and allow it to live. I owe it my life actually in my case that's a "small" price to pay. Assure it, believe in it even when nothing else does. Also be careful of the "great" enemy, which is "self-doubt" that's the killer of most dreams, because it's an internal entity that eats at you, I lost to it earlier in my life, self doubt makes you settle, complacent, comfortable just giving and gives you a life of regret. what does all this mean? It means follow your dreams and be willing to die for it, and never let anybody get in your way or your dreams. They can take our money, bodies, spit on us,take our homes, hell even our lives, but they can't take our dreams, remember that. Good luck your dreams are waiting for you. Explore, Dream, Discover.

I try not to plan things, depends on the girl.