I took computer programming yet cellphones scare the s.hit outta me?

I don't want to fight
I know what you see is what you think is right
But if I go astray
Will you just cross your heart and walk away
Like an angel towards the eternal light
Don't leave me wishing I said something right

So when you fall away
Don't treat me as if I had nothing to say
When the sky falls down
Don't shed a tear for this broken clown
Let the Joker's smile on my face show you to turn away
While my heart scars show today

And if I gave all my heart to you
Would you shower it with light let it sparkle new
Like a seed I plant into your soil
Hoping you kindly treat it and spoil
Like a drop of light
Would you open your heart and never let me out of sight

So when you fall away
Don't treat me as if I had nothing to say
When the sky falls down
Don't shed a tear for this broken clown
Let the Joker's smile on my face show you to turn away
While my heart scars show today


I woke up to close my eyes
Afraid to face the day
Feeling left out my heart is melting while the sky swifts me away
Don't know what else to tell now it's getting darker with the wind
Just like my heart is open if you're afraid to speak i just might say

You look up and touch my eyes while the water tells your fate
Looking out over your shoulder while we rinse our pasts you just might say
Does anybody else feel like there's something not quite right with this story o please do implore me before i fade away

That's life and this is now no longer afraid of missing tears
The skies open pray on an angel to take these traumatic fantasies and brush away
The deepest scar played on my heart is the one i can't quite find the pieces send me an angel to carry me over my lonlieness and that's when you say

That's life and the harder you make it just don't break it I know the sky's watching over me but I just don't wanna fade away

Yup that's original and the best part about it took me 5 minutes to do ;)


A glass full of water
Half empty or half full
Only in the spirits of the ones that passed watching over us do we get the whole pitcher of a life well lived
Why cry tears
Soft reminessence of a time worth well lived
Life carries up on the etherial plane
Well deserved memories of happieness up above in the skies above somewhere out there
In all the heart of hearts
Stop tearing yourself apart
A well deserved praise from one's gone up to the mystic aura of the skies rays
Hoping you come to join them but not now
You have so much to treasure so much to learn
And that's why I'm here
To show you my world

Most people just call me Serk for short. Real name is Brandon. I grew up on the country of Hannibal, Missouri. It's not a waste of time to shoot me a message but I really want a pretty girl so just keep that in mind. If we have alot in common it helps and I hope to hear from you. =)

I'll tell you what I want. Doesn't matter the distance i'll be your penpal if it leads to something great if not well atleast I got someone to share the sky with as a friend. I'm truly a great guy if given a chance. Most pass me off as desperate. Well I don't need anybody to make me happy I just wanna share my experiences with a special someone so like me or not if not don't play with me. I don't need that. Also I do notice alot of large women to be nice like my looks and want my body. If you was me would you want me if I was obese? If your weight is more than hundreds of dollars you spend on weekly groceries sorry can't help ya. I might be a **stard but atleast I admit it.

Hobbies: I spend alot of time writing. If you ever need a special poem to spice up a romantic inquiry lay it on me. I can help ;). I do spend a lil way too much time gaming. But it also helps me prose my artistic mind to new elements.

Goals: Well the profession says i'm an author but that's a future reference. I should probably change that. However everybody who's ever sampled my book loved it and says it's the best book they ever read even by professional standards. My town is famous for Mark Twain. And one day I do see it possible to make a name for myself in those same refrains.

Music: Mudvayne favorite band. Also combliming with similar tastes through slipknot, distubed,sevendust, can't forget the clowns and everyone behind phychopathic records, when I write I usually put on some sappy instrumental melody to help me compose words through the sounds.

There's not much to do in my hometown. Maybe go for a walk in the park. Just a place to sit down to some coffee and actually talk to eachother is the perfect opportunity to get to know eachother.