i witnessed the most beautiful thing in the world.. my mom getting married..the love i see in their faces is amazing.. it is true love..the way he looks at her.. omg.. its truly special.. someday i hope to have that too..but till then .. i search..hmm

the jig is up...no trolling spoons...dodgers or flashers plz...I'm no hootchy..

i know ..i am not perfect.. but as long as you think i am that is all that matters..Not here to get layed..here to find some friends...i have a big heart with good intentions..hmm seems to be alot of weeding to do in this garden of Eden we call pof.. *smiles..


-----------My Daughter,
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----///-\\\----My Angel,
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----|||---|||---Watch over
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----\\\-///----Mommy now!
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------///\-----Chelsea Fawn
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----///--\\\-----1992-2007




THE DAY AND THE LIFE OF POF FOR ME...


FOR THOSE WHO THINK I AM COMPLAINING.. I AM NOT.. I AM TRYING TO MAKE LIGHT OF THIS ONLINE DATING SITUATION..SO NO NEED FOR RUDE MESSAGES..IF YOU DON'T LIKE TO LAUGH I DON'T WANT TO TALK TO YOU ANYWAYS..

OK.. so.. I'm lookin at the little pics under "matches"...
there is one little pic that looks good...so i click on it...
oh god.. the bigger pic..shows so much different...the thumbnails are so hard to go by..

so i go back to matches... another intriguing pic...
OK so this one...well he is not lookin for anyone with children...i have an amazing son..and an angel..

back to matches... the next one..he only wants skinny..athletic girls...
arg..i'm womanly..and lovin it!..

next... he doesn't like smokers...although i will quit one day.. i do smoke..gawd..that guy was actually really good looking *note to self..quit smoking..*..

oh well...back to matches...this next one..he only wants women under 25...gosh dang it if birthdays keep happening...ug..he is 45..his second pic is of him in his speedo...sick sick ick..

the next one i view..he is married ..the good ones are always taken...sort of like the next one..well he is 22 and likes older women..and just here for an intimate encounter...as flattering as that is..i think i need more than that!!

i have now appeared on 5 or 6 peoples viewed me list...and i don't match with any of them....OK so back to the "matches" for one last ditch effort to find Mr. right....

finally one that seems down to earth... almost to good to be true...and with over 100 favorites on his list...i could add him...but i would just disappear in the favorites list..oh wait..how the heck did i end up searching people from Kansas....

back to the matches...ah finally a good one...same interests..goals..aspirations..how could this be..where has he been hiding..ah to heck with it..i took the chance and messaged him ...and he read and deleted it...*pouts..there goes my only hope..and why are people so dam rude that they cant even acknowledge your attempt to say hello.

...OK soo

i guess the point of all this is...some of you are so darn picky..i guess you have a right to that.. but you may be passing up the best person in your life..im not looking for perfection..perfection will never be found.. life and relationships are more about learning..growing..and accepting of the beauty we all have in us..

think tink!!!

how bout somewhere just casual...with no expectations...maybe hit some cool hole in the ground cafe...and then see if there is any reason to plan beyond that.. perhaps a walk down some cool street...fort Langley has a neat little strip to check out..snoop around..

well good luck and happy fishing..