Hello to all of God's Beautiful woman out there!
I've just recently became a Christian in Aug. of 07', because I've finally come to the understanding that if I want to have a better life than the crazy insane life I once lived, I needed to ask for God's help. I've tried every other method to try and help better my life and some did help for a lit'le bit, but none of them helped make a permanent change in my life, so I knew that my only other choice was to ask God for His help. There's noone or nothing in this world that is more powerful than Him, so why not ask the most powerfullest one to take control of my life?
The reason that I'm trying to find a better way to live nowadays is because in the past, I've had my problems w/ drugs, and alcohol, but I've finally came to the end of my ropes and have seen the light. I really don't wanna go back to that kinda life again, because it's not only caused me ALOT of pain & misery, it also caused all of my loved ones ALOT of pain, and misery as well, and besides my body just plainly can't take anymore of that kinda life.
Being a Christian doesn't mean that I'm going to be a preacher about God to you, nor am I going to get down on you for what you believe. To me, I believe everybody has to come to their own conclusion about this issue for themselves, or else it truly won't mean anything to them, at least that's how it was w/ me. It costed me quite ALOT in order for me to believe in God, which I totally wish I would've believed sooner, cuz w/o a doubt in my mind I know that if I would've believed sooner, I wouldn't had to of gone through so many trials, and errors. I had to hit my lowest of bottoms to actually wanna be a part of God's life. So I totally understand the other side of not having Him in my life, and not believing in Him, and now having Him in my life, and believing in Him, and all I'll say to that is having Him in my life, has definitely made my life ALOT better for me, than drugs or alcohol ever had done for me in the past. So needless to say I have NO intentions of going back to that life I once lived. It's time to get on w/ life, so that way I can find that special somebody, and someday, be able to settle down and raise a family, which is really my biggest dreams in life.
What really tears me up inside is that, I found that special woman, but after 2yrs. of being together we ended up having to break up, cuz it seemed that that was the only way we could sober up. We tried all different things to sober up, and at times we were sober for a while, but for some crazy ass reason something always brought us back into that life. She was my everything, and the only woman that I've ever loved like that before. After trying everything to try and sober up, when I was in jail, and had nothing to do but think, I really took a look at my life, and realized that the only thing that I haven't ever tried was asking God for help. So that's what I did, and I'm glad that I did!!!

I want a woman who'll take me for who I am, and NOT a woman who goes for a guy, just because of what that man has to offer her materialistically, but for what he has to offer her emotionally, physically, mentally, and yeh good looks help some too(but by no means at all can a relationship be all based on looks), and this to me is what true love is all about. How can you truly find love in a person, if all you see in them is their material possessions? I don't think it's humanly possible. What do you think?
If you agree w/ me on this issue, then get back to me, but if you disagree, then I wish you the best w/ your greedy a** life, and thanks for being honest w/ me!
I like a woman to be open-minded in trying new things, and likes to teach new things, cuz I'm always up for learning something new. Hopefully she's an outdoors type of woman, but at the same time, likes to sit at home, and just watch t.v., or whatever, and just take it easy, and chill w/ eaach other. There's alot of other things that I'm interested in, but for now hopefully that gives you at least somewhat of an idea of who I am, and what I'm looking for?