Dear

Everything in my life seems to be on track, so many awesome wonderful gains. A big house (look I am not bragging, this will lead up to a point); 1800 square feet in one of the best areas of Red Deer. I did much of the interior decorating. Of course mostly western style. My bed room is eclectic; a mix of class, retro, Native, Zen-Buddhist, and Feng Shui; serving my mental, emotional and spiritual aspects.

I have been working with a friend to start a new business, I am the Doggy Daycare Specialist/Trainer/Manager of my area.

I have many artistic, restoration and creative projects on the go at home. I have a few friends, they rarely ever visit.

I have no partner to share my life with, but I am not looking here or elsewhere.

I believe my bipolar mood disorder, manic depression, cycling, and ups and downs are still keeping me in a places that affect my ability to enjoy to the fullest what I have gained. After all, in the end, it is who we are that makes the world around us, inwardly, a place to enjoy life.

I question how much is situational?! I wonder if having a soul mate would change this? Am I well enough to be in a relationship? As much as I would love to have someone near and dear, someone to share special moments with, hold, cuddle, watch movies the Honeymoon phase always passes. How much time can be balanced between my desire to have time alone to write, paint, and be creative; as well as to be in ceremony with pipe, (or to contemplate life) and that of being in a relationship? I just don't know!? Dilemma, dilemma, dilemma!

Your Friend with Dilemmas

Thomas

What is important to me in a relationship!

BEING BEST FRIENDS
TRUST
DISCOLSURE
ACCEPTANCE
FORGIVENESS
GOODNESS
LOVE
HONOUR
COURAGE
TRUTH
HONESTY
WISDOM
KNOWING THYSELF THROUGH THE EYES OF THAT OTHER SPECIAL SOMEONE
SHARE YOUR HEART AND SOUL
NO PRETENCE OF BEING PERFECT

The Four Feathers, Chocolate (Johnny Depp), Under The Tuscan Sun, The Matrix (all of them), Live Hard or Die Free (the best one of the four), 300, Troy, a***nic and Old Lace with Cary Grant, Hidalgo, Touching Wild Horses (With Jane Seymour), Spirit: Stallion of the Cimarron(Disney)Great Danes, Horses, Wilderness, Caroline Myss, Spiritual Anatomy, Irish Wolfhounds, Country Western Themes, Art, History, Working with saddle and tack, leather work, writing, Haikus, Abstract Poetry, Zen Rock Gardens, Ethnic Foods, Friends.

Yes that is my artwork in the pics!

Well...if you see this and want to know more than drop me a line or two

All preconcieved notions of a first date have long been dismissed, I have learned that life works in ways we are unable to determine with any certianty. Life brings us together with others in ways that truly express how mysterious living is. When I consider the way life has been for me and the way it is now I simply seek to embrace and accept that those so called answers may only ask me to know them for the mysteries they are. That there are ultimately no formal answers for much that takes place in life, there is only the living out from within who we are as a person.

Must not be looking for Hang Out
Must not be looking for Other Relationship
Must not be looking for Dating
Must not be looking for Intimate Encounter
Must not be looking for Activity Partner
Must not do drugs