IT REALLY DOESNT MATTER WHAT I'M LOOKING FOR ANYMORE, AND I'M NOT TRYING TO SOUND LIKE I'M FEELING SORRY FOR MYSELF OR ANYTHING LIKE THAT. ITS JUST REALLY SERIOUSLY WHAT IS THE POINT ANYMORE. IVE SEARCHED FOR MR RIGHT FOREVER AND SEARCHED FOR LOVE BUT, MEN DONT WANT A WOMAN LIKE ME, I'M TRUTHFUL , HONEST, CARING, FUN, A GREAT MOM, A GOOD FRIEND, I'M ALOT OF THINGS. BUT MEN SEEM TO RUN AS SOON AS THEY FIND A GOOD WOMAN. THIS HAS HAPPENED ON MORE THEN ONE OCCASION. I HAVE MET ALOT OF GOOD FRIENDS ON HERE, AND TWO MEN THAT COULD HAVE STOLE MY HEART AT A BLINK OF AN EYE. BUT THEY HAD FEAR OF GETTING CLOSE AND GETTING HURT. BUT ISNT THAT LIFE REALLY YOU CANT GO INTO A RELATIONSHIP WITHOUT FEARS AND WONDERING IF SOMEDAY YOU WILL GET HURT. BUT I THINK PEOPLE NEED TO TAKE THAT CHANCE. WHAT IF THE RIGHT PERSON CAME ALONG AND BECAUSE OF YOUR FEAR YOU MAY HAVE LOST THAT ONLY CHANCE IN LIFE TO BE HAPPY. I'M ONLY SPEAKING FROM A WOMANS POINT OF VIEW, AS WE ALL KNOW WOMAN AND MEN DO NOT THINK ANYTHING ALIKE. YOU ALL GET CONFUSED AND WONDER WHY WE THINK THE THINGS WE DO AND WHY WE GET SO DEEP AND PASSIONATE ABOUT RELATIONSHIPS. WHERE WOMAN WONDER WHERE THE LOGIC COMES FROM THAT A MAN THINKS SOMETIMES.BUT I'M NOT GOING TO ARGUE WITH IT. I'VE BEEN HURT MY WHOLE ENTIRE LIFE IN MANY WAYS. BUT I'VE ALWAYS BEEN DETERMINED TO MAKE LIFE BETTER AND HOPE AND PRAY I FIND WHAT I WANT. BUT I'M STARTING TO FEEL LIKE I DONT HAVE THE STRENGTH TO DO THAT ANYMORE. THE MORE I TRY THE MORE I GET HURT. I ORGINALLY CAME ON HERE LOOKING FOR MR RIGHT. BUT AS LONG AS I SEARCH FOR HIM HE ISNT GONNA EXIST. SO IF GOD CHOOSES THAT HE WANTS ME TO BE WITH THAT SPECIAL SOMEONE HE IS GONNA HAVE TO FIND HIM AND BRING HIME TO ME. AS I SAID I DONT HAVE THE STRENGTH TO LOOK ANYMORE. I WILL GET ON HERE AND CHECK MY MAIL AND RESPOND TO PEOPLE. I'M LEAVING MY ORIGNAL PROFILE ON HERE INCASE I CHANGE MY MIND. BUT FOR NOW I GUESS ALL I CAN ASK FOR IS FRIENDSHIP NOTHING MORE. AND I KNOW GREAT FRIENDSHIPS CAN BE DEVELOPED ON HERE, BECAUSE I HAVE A FEW GREAT FRIENDS FROM HERE. I WILL ADD MORE LATER WHEN I HAVE TIME.




I dont want this to be the typical profile, saying all kinds of great things about myself lol...I'm sure there are a few good qaulities about me that you might like and some qualities that you wont..I'm not perfect, and i dont try to be. I do believe that laughter is a key to happiness. Without it life gets pretty dull. And i'm not a big fan of rudeness. I dont believe in lying about anything either. and i'm not into head games been there done it , or should i say had it done to me. I think that the only way to get to know some one is to take the time to do just that..I dont think i should have to tell you all my good and bad qualities on here, because when you meet someone even if its in the grocery store..that person knows nothing about you, its all in the challenge and paitients of getting to know each other..And if there was something about that person that sparked your interest wether it be the way they looked at you or if you seen them do a kind act twards another, then they are worth the time and effort to get to know. Just like on here, if you like that i have said almost nothing about myself and you feel that you want to know more because you like something about me, then feel free to send me a message.. i will tell you all you want to know in do time..

WHO I'M LOOKING FOR
wow this list could be long LOL.....or not. I'm looking for a great guy. Not looking for a guy who has a bad temper, nor a guy who is abusive in anyway, wether it be physical or verbally. I do want a man who has a sense of humor , because i have one and whats life if you cant laugh about it once in awhile. Men who have a sense of humor like Jim belushi or john goodman, or eddie murphy, or even if you have your own sense of humor lol....A man with a kind heart, and gentle soul, someone who loves kids and loves people in general. A man who is willing to help anyone in need, A man who definatley believes in God, because i do. Looking for my best friend in life, someone i cant wait to come home to every day and tell them how my day was. And i would want to hear about everything that happened to you also..Aslo looking for a man who is not afraid to have fun in the bedroom and out of the bedroom. sex does'nt have to be only at a certian time of the day or certian place...they have to have a fun and erotic side ..keeps the relationship alive..also a man who loves to talk, because i dont like the strong and silent type..you can be strong but not silent. And i'm sure there are more things and i am fogetting them .Also looking to fall in love and looking for marriage.

I think its best to go for a walk or go for coffee or something. So it gives the two people time to talk and get to know each other. Sitting in a movie theater watching the newest flick doesnt help to people find out if they really click. Its communication that does that. So maybe if you decide to go out and eat together that might be considered a good date too , As long as you dont sit there in silence. And you dont put on some front and pretend your somebody your not. God i hate that, a man who pretends to be so perfect and be mr. right and then later down the road you find out he is just the opposite of the person you got to know. Thats kind of a waist of time isnt it. So if you are that kind of person , then please dont waist my time and i wont waist yours. Be real, down to earth, human....I'll add more later.



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In memory of my Aunt Sandy who died and my grandmother who died of cancer....

Must not be looking for Intimate Encounter
Must not do drugs