I don't really know how to explain me. I'm simple, but not simple minded. My greatest fear is just being mediocre. I love music, and I love to write. I want to be the best person possible, I want to help change the world. Diesel smells way better than flowers. I'm addicted to the roadhouse on Kvet. Tattoos are kinda hot. I can be insanely random at times. I hate living in a neighborhood. It's weird. You just wouldn't understand how off it is, unless you've lived out in the country. It's so peaceful and calm. No rules. You're just free. I miss the stars at night.
I'm really country...I love trucks, and muscle cars. Emo kids piss me off, so do "gangstas" especially if they grew up in the middle of texas. It just doesn't make sense. I love to laugh and just have fun. People say I'm kind of shy. I suppose I am at first. It takes me awhile to loosen up around people. But eventually I do, and then you seriously can't shut me up. I have goals, and lots of dreams and I plan on making every single one of them happen, eventually.
Truth be told...I'm not really good at the whole dating thing. I say whats on my mind, and what I think. I don't really get along with girls because they have so much drama! Drama drama drama....Ugh..I hate drama! But you know, i'll be sociable. I don't have a false sense of reality, and I won't claim to be any one other than who I am. My life can be messy and complicated at times. I'm a girl so I have those days when I'm crazy irrational and insecure. But i'm real. I'll never pretend to be that girl that never has to pee, or wears 6 inch heals even though they are killing her feet. You know the ones I'm talking about. I take care of myself and hate to leave the house without makeup, but other than that, I'm pretty laid back. Flipflops, jeans and a tee and i'm a happy lady. I don't want to ever be around people that make me uncomfortable, or make me feel like I have to act a certain way. I respect people that deserve it, and usually people that don't deserve it. I won't offer information unless i'm completely positive it's accurate. And I crack jokes at the worst times! I can usually tell the difference between a Cummins and a Duramax just by listening, although the sound of either makes my heart beat a little faster. I can't help but get an adrenaline rush when i drive really fast, and sometimes I have to pretend i'm a racecar driver. I'm silly, shy, sometimes oversensitive and loud, a complete dork, and I care about everyone I meet, especially animals! But ya know...I'm just a girl, and you're just a boy...So why is this so difficult? I'll try not to be a dumbass, if you try not to be one too!
I think i'm rambling...If ya wanna know more then just talk me!


****Most of the messages I get are asking what i'm looking for in a guy or a relationship. Just to clear things up, I have no idea what I'm looking for! I don't know what I want in a relationship, I'm pretty open. I'd be perfectly happy if I made tons of new guy friends, but if something serious rolls around I suppose I'd be up for that too! I just want to be completely comfortable around whoever. So as long as that happens, I'm happy!
As far as my "type"...Don't have one of those either. I can tell you I'm not into guys that collect weird things...like star wars dolls, or gum or stupid stuff like that. I'm not into weird, living in your mothers basement, type guys... so if you think you're a little off, chances are you are. I'm usually attracted to masculine guys. If I can do more under a hood than you, that's not good. I don't wanna deal with your mommy issues, or pay for what that crazy ex did to you, SO if you have those kinda problems, you need to be seeing a therapist...not me. I don't care if you're rich or perfect looking, or have the hottest truck ever. Money and looks don't impress me. I just want someone that gets it. Simple enough?
Ok..LAST thing.
I don't think drinking every night constitutes a social life....I think it's way boring and unimaginative.

...Hell if I know. Something chill and non-confrontational, and most definitely something FUN. "Romance" is great and all, but not on a first date.
I don't have expectations, I don't want to be impressed or anything like that. I like the simple things, like just finding the most perfect place in the middle of no where, where it's insanely quiet and lookin up at the stars. But not quiet for too long, because then it gets kinda awkward, like...they haven't said anything, and now I don't know what to say, and then someone blurts out something completely random about cheese and it just turns into one of those weird date horror stories you tell at parties. haha :-D