I like to just 'think' most of the time, ponder even. I'll distract with some PBS|HDTV cooking, britcoms; Gardening, DIY, travel shows in HD are OK. A good HD-video game (racing, chess, etc) can be distracting and I dunna have to risk this precious life or use a lot resources ta do said distraction; Or maybe a movie in HD, sci-fi, fantasy, horror, computer animation; Or maybe some music, chill is best, others just raise the heart rate and blood pressure, normally needlessly. Or you might even find me just gazing at a tree, interesting plant or even just some old lump of dirt, happy as a clam, lost in the moment...thinking about not thinking.

... ... ... I dislike ...nothing. Or at least the things I might dislike are only found so by comparison which is just separation, I'd guess... I mean there surely are things that I will avoid if given the chance but does that mean I dislike them? I guess, I just try to forgive everything and then it's not something that can be disliked anymore, it's just something that is.

My aspirations are; Well, again I can dream so I'd have many... So, I'd say that I don't have any aspirations, or at least none that most of the material world would have much value in, they all seem to be internal which likely reads as or even is selfish, I guess. But I kinda see it as a big can of worms, if I've an original thought someday maybe I'll have some normal aspirations to share with the world.

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***A few extra model specs for the curious:***

*SWM.
*Dark brown hair, might be long or short.
*Light/pale blue eyes.
*Leo, cusp w/Cancer, Red Dog, born in the year of the Red Horse.
*Slim/ectomorph(130-ish pounds)
*-5'9"-ish.
*Not-so-perfect smile but I like it the way it was made.
*-10k a year income-ish. (currently from the generous U.S. taxpayers.)
*Cheap car/truck.
*Cheaper home.
*No jail time/arrests.
*No traffic tickets in the last 15 years-ish; Chill driver nowadays.
*No drugs. But if I get a bad cold; Pill me up! No pills for being on S.S., symptoms are too mild, side effects to great, cost to the State even greater, so, no thank you.
*No smoking for years, I've smoked in the past.
*Might have a few drinks if I watch a new movie.
*Should wear glasses most of the time nowadays, the eyesight is getting worse with age.

My Temperament:
Keirsey-eNFj to Jung-iNFp. I am right in the middle when it comes to Perceiving vs Judging, literally 5x5, Keirsey put me in the P side and Jung in the J. I can lean a bit to the Introverted side vs the Extroverted but it's still about 4x6 I. But it's a given I'm an NF.

My Brainworks:
IQ-141. EQ-136, that EQ seems a bit high, I must have deluded myself, and the test site felt the same way, it thought I should have someone else answer the questions for me to get a cross reference. The IQ might be a bit high but it's likely close, I've been told it's above average, and I think average is 120. (lucky me, huh?)

My Diet:
Herbivore.

My religion:
Non-religious - Live and let live, I guess...but seem to be spiritual nonetheless.

My ethnicity:
I've a few freckles, butter well and turn every 20 minutes or I'll burn.

My job:
I was blessed/cursed with S.S. 10yrs ago for not working/mild social anxiety.

My education:
Portland Public Schools mostly. -- I've heard the smarter they are, the harder they are to teach.

My Family:
Is normal enough; father, mother, uncles, aunts, brothers, sisters, nephews, nieces, older and younger, most around here. I'm kind of a middle child.

Children:
Might like to have some (easy for a male to say, huh?) but I'm likely too old. I seem to be good with kids, I've been around them over the years and have been told I'm good with kids.

Music:
Classical, (Bach, Barber, Mozart, Pachelbel, Tchaikovsky, Vivaldi,...) but I can enjoy top40/pop stuff as well- That rave-techno-dance stuff can get interesting with a good set of speakers.

Enjoyment:
Enjoying the moment is enough it seems, mostly.

Nice:
Or at least I'd like to think.

Calm:
I'd rather meander in a park/garden listening to the subtle sounds drifting amidst the elusive scents produced by the life there in, sit and be part of that moment as the cotton candy clouds float along shifting like the whitewater leaves in the brook below, -rather than go to a movie, concert or theater.

Simple:
No need to see the world, it might be nice but my wanderlust isn't that great. A full belly, warm, dry and calm is all I ask at this point. Is not life and awareness of it enough? Maybe I'm just easy to please.

Fatalist:
The universe is perfect as it is, however it is. That kinda describes me, I guess.

Thankful:
Or at least I try to be as often as I think about it.


The type of mate -friends first- I'd like to meet would be:

*Just a friend doesn't have to fit so tight into the mold.*

*Thankful.
*Interested in me.
*Single, divorced or widowed female.
*30 to 50.
*Slim/ectomorph to a few extra pounds.
*No children.
*Non-smoker.
*Shy to outgoing.
*Non-drinker to light drinker.
*Herbivore.
*Non-religious.
*She'd have things in common with me and vice versa.
*Reserved.
*Sensitive.
*Smart.
*Intelligent.
*Loving.
*Kind.
*Wise.
*Aware.
*All-Forgiving.
OK, adjectives are far to general but they can kinda help.

Don't let me screen you out; If I have, maybe I just need to know more about you.

I'd likely just wanna meet at a garden or park to check out all that's interesting and growing.

I can be picky about the food I eat and where it comes from so I might not be so interested in a local cafe or the sort. -- But I guess I'd be up for most anything one might wanna do.

Left up to me I'd likely just sit on a rock high up on a hill and stare off into infinite space, enjoying the view, talking or not, just watching, listening, feeling, tasting, smelling the universe and all that it holds unfold as its needs must. But I'd likely be quite nervous at the first meeting and being so I'll likely ramble on, depending on how well I think I know you, and what mood I'm in.

As with most humans I'm played by my brain which in turn is played by the DNA that made it and of course the programing that said brain has absorbed will have some input as well. -- So I'd like to meet sooner more so than later; Then I...er'a my brain can watch your body language and such things to see if we find each other interesting.

MMIX A.D. C.E. P.E.

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Thanks for reading. I hope you've enjoyed it, I know it was dry but I hope there were a few parts you found interesting to read. Last but not be any means least, please let me wish you good luck in your search and feel free to try and end it here. :)



--Thanks for the site Markus!--