I had many many thoughts inside of this mind, many many things that I still can't find, sometimes I think this life is just a waste of time, tryna stay together for all of man kind, thinking of the past I wanna rewind, had alot of things that I might have left behind, don't got a dollar don't even got a dime, I wanna be a star yeah I need to shine, get summa that I gotta ghett mine, stuck in poverty I wanna cross this line, stuck in this place all I see is crime, people ask me how I'm doing, I tell em I'm doing fine, truth is I lied to hide the tears that I cried, had alot of friends that I know had to die, it was for a reason there ain't no asking why, but for now, I'm gonna copp my boy tion, my brothers are gone so they live in the sky, I was taught never ever say goodbye, my life is nothing but a bad sign, life can be scary but we don't have to hide...POETIC WARRIORZ, RiP Tyrone Doxtator, Clinton Kechego./ Hi my names Preston, I'm a 21 yr old native male from Oneida Nation, I'm currently coming up n out of incarceration as a professional boxer. as an amature, I competed in the Ontario Golden Gloves of 2008 in Hamiltion Ontario, also in the 2008 Summerhays tournament in Brantford, of which scouts offered me a spot as a professional boxer and opportunity, this coming after correction, I admit in the past I have been troubled, yet typical, I have learned alot for my own sake from my mistakes, scarr'd from the past the pain will always be there, I've seen and done alot, lived it all to the fullest at a yung age, only to have it taken away in a flash, now I live chasing my own new directions with no regrets, no looking back, and no stoping, during captivity, I had exp. vital times and fell for lies, involved myself in gangs, and carried out hits, only to be used from a blind eye, in this time I had learned not to trust none but myself, to this day, I belive this thought is what has made me the most happiest person I have been in my life, looking back, yes that was me, that look in my eyes, that feeling of not giving a fk, was a little to real for me, along the way, I lost many close cuzzinz, friends..."brothers", due to gang activity, doesn't always nessecarily refer to drive by's and stabbings, alot has to do with the real politics, the goverment, and your own police departments, but it is my own mistakes I have to thank for my leanring, and my passion for the sport of boxing is what keeps me out of a place like that, I thank everyone who cared and still to this day continues to do so, tho thing never last forever the thought and feeling is still there, and will never be forgotten. Nya W^ Kowah, Chi Meegwetch...miss you ty and clint

let her feel like she my only homie :)