i love low lives in high heels
high collars & short skirts

intellectual, elitist, sadomasochist 21 m decadence fetish with a mob aesthetic.
i am a satanist in the modern amoral sense [still quite the laugh]

enjoy excessively violent and decadent foreign films - particularly Ichi the Killer, Pyrokinesis, Tomie, etc.
enjoy 1800s / absinthe literature / literotica.

love electronic music. from lo-fi militant industrial/ebm [combichrist, suicide commando] to breakbeat [ie amon tobin] hard jungle [venetian snares]

i am interested in fashion, aesthetics, superficiality, artificiality. i love dolls, prosthetic limbs, and well-dressed subordinates.

i am obsessive.. this is not a disorder. i have cultivated it, and i would not do without it. oh, to the contrary. it is very much about order, generally, if you think about it. and you probably don't.

i write, photograph, make films, etc. currently, primarily interested in pseudo-doll erotica, silent film, and period smut endeavors.
i am highly manipulative [and highly skilled], and highly opinionated.

i am interested in domination, methods of control, guises of control, guises in general, power, manipulation, decadence, derelicts, eccentrics, egotists, vaudeville, 1800s, futurism, absinthe, cats, birds, flowers, eating flowers, virgins, lolitas, nubiles, laughing in the dark, night terrors, sleep paralysis episodes involving my favorite antisocial doctor, abandoned factories, the inherent eroticism in automobile accidents, etc

i am predisposed with: lewis carroll, alice in wonderland, through the looking glass, the aesthetics of nazi germany, hitler, the aesthetics of mob history, al capone, logic, strategy, constructs, philosophy of mind, constructs, violence, birds, butterflies, eating flowers, 1800s literature, absinthe, absinthe literature, dystopian novels, philosophy of mind, and so on.

i love playing chess stoned, and the way a girl walks after they've been sodomized. it's adorable.
i want blue veins under translucent-thin eyelids. blue like a bruise.




lazily assembled list of pointless flash words [stream of consciousness enough to be an excuse for repeats of earlier material]:

dolls. cigars. cigarettes. marijuana. alcohol. carnivals. carousels. the subtext themes of children's literature. glasses. silver-tongued junkies. serial killer prose. the back room photography of lewis carroll. the bruised apple appeal of helnwein. mob history. butterflies. the behavior of insects. robots. futurism. gasmasks. absinthe. butts. pierced tits. asians in lingerie. factory equipment. the whir of efficient machines.
distraught robots. cyborg whores. fetish models. fashion models. general models. prostitutes. romanian gypsies. belly dancers. mobsters.
things acceptable: coats, boots, books, glasses, literate smut, good music, philosophy, cigarettes, cigars, coffee, intoxicants,
motels, butts, knees, glasses, lighters, dialogue engineering, hentai, etc

i love thin, tiny girls. i am quite thin myself. i love bones. especially under taut white skin with blue seeping through.

my favorite film, i must mention, is 'ichi the killer'. do view it. it gets me off. if you are familiar with it, let me know. it gets me off.

get drunk at a motel named something like 'it'll do', make material for a stop motion cat girl film.


if for some or other reason you'd like to talk, leave me a message [or send an instant message] here. i'll give other contact info.