After lot of thought, I decided that I might was well fill something out here, show people what I'm made of, and just express a few interests. Beware, I'm not much of a poet, writer, or just able to put things down with words, and I stutter when I talk about hard things, because I want them to come out perfect, yet they never do.

I find myself missing friends, but loosing them isn't a big deal, I just know they moved on with their lives and went their own way. I'll be there when they need me, and I know they will be there when I break again. Breaking....that was the biggest pain in my life, don't remember doing it, but the consequences of my actions apparently say I do, and just fighting to get back some of my old life has been exhausting.

I just want to find some people who no longer judge me, and I have gotten over the problems of judging others. I like meeting new people, even if they end up as just a one time meeting, then it was worth it, and I take something from it. Hopeless romantic is what I get called all the time, yet I end up as the best friend to every girl I ever befriend. Strangely that doesn't bother me as much as it used to when I was 13-17 but waiting on Mrs. Right to appear is getting kinda annoying. The trick is apparently don't look, be yourself, and she will appear. So I do that and thanks to that thought process, I have made some of the most wonderful friends ever.

I live my life in a strange way, I wake up, stretch, go to work, come home, work out, play some PS3, call a friend or two, clean up, and go to bed. Insert a shower or two, and bam you have a weekday. Weekends are never planned, just go with what happens, and if I don't smile 30 times a day, I explode. Not saying I don't have the problems that other people have, just saying why worry about it, things tend to wok out better that way.

My beautiful son. What else can I say? I love him more than anything else. The days I get to see him are filled with the most brilliant feelings one could ever get. Right now, I'm missing him, but its all made better cause I know on Wednesday, he will appear, and we will play, I'll attempt to teach him, but he will teach me. I never had so many fears until he came into this world, and it scares me to think about them. I try not to hold him back but when he crys, I feel I've failed, yet I know its just him learning about things. I can't protect him like I feel I should, but....its damn hard not to. LOL its all made better when I gaze into his blue eyes and see him smile, grab my hand and say, "my daddy, I love you". I feel my heart melt as he runs away to do his thing, and right then I know I have done something worthwhile with my life.

If its not too late, go to the go-kart track and get some laughs going. At least try to have some form of entertainment. I've always wanted to tell th girl she needs to put a dress on and get ready for a shock, then drive her down to a theater and watch a play or musical with her, then a nice dinner, followed by just spending time getting to know each other. I know it sounds lame and everything, but I'm up for anything you could throw at me. I am a very difficult to surprise, so unless you're secretly Bigfoot, I should be fine.

Female
Age between 18 and 35
Live in United States