I can put smilies here?!? Well that makes it so much easier to fill this vast white emptyness.
Looking for some friends in Calgary.
Who I am?
I am a beautiful disaster, everything that can go wrong usually does with me, my life consists of one cliche after another, I am another statistic. But I wouldn't change that,
I am lost in translation most of the time,
I can not define who I am in words, nor can I within 2000 characters.
Who I am takes years, if not eternity to define.
None the less here are some minor details.
I am/can be impulsive, irrational, immature, overmature, opinionated, sometimes stubborn, at times shy, at times loud, I can be spontanious, or as some like to say spastic haha. Those are my not so great traits, Im working on them, yet they are still a work in progress, and a part of who I am.
However on the other side of the character traits, I am loyal, inspiring, fair-minded, imaginitive, and sometimes overly compassionate. Thats just what I recognise in myself, I am probably a lot of other things, but I have no idea.
When I want something there are times when I will go out of my way to get it, and there are times when I just let it sit in front of me for a while, while I figure out how to make having it a realism.
I am not religious, I believe in a higher power, yet not one specific God, I believe in energy, and aura, and spiritsm among other things.
I try to eat organic, and work out most days, although there are still days where I will grab the icecream and chips and chill. If free time ever does happen to appear in my schedule I like to make the most of it.
I like almost all music, yet I find myself most days hovering around the metal/alterantive/rock music. I do listen to country music on occasion.
If you have gotton this far in my profile, You really should at least say hi, otherwise you are going to look a little stalker like when I check the whose been checking me out page.
Guilty, admit it, say hello.
Disclaimer
Your opinions may be very entertaining to you, however please advise if you have the audacity to message me with "Dam gurl you is fine, Ide would def be hitng dat 2nite" Please spell check, as I find these messages increasingly painful.
I can be ditsy and a little slow at times but do not mistake this for stupid, as I am extremely intelligent, and will not hesitate to put you in your place. Where ever I believe that to be:)
AHHH and here is a smiley
Best of Luck on your Search:)
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(b)(i)Megan(i)(b)
It says optional and yet I feel obligated to put something in here.
And If You Don't Have Time For Me, I Won't Make Time For You!
Pieces of a world I believe in.
“...So do we pass the ghosts that haunt us later in our lives; they sit undramatically by the roadside like poor beggars, and we see them only from the corners of our eyes, if we see them at all. The idea that they have been waiting there for us rarely if ever crosses our minds. Yet they do wait, and when we have passed, they gather up their bundles of memory and fall in behind, treading in our footsteps and catching up, little by little.” Stephen King
"Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark in the hopeless swaps of the not-quite, the not-yet, and the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish in lonely frustration for the life you deserved and have never been able to reach. The world you desire can be won. It exists.. it is real.. it is possible.. it's yours." -- Ayn Rand, "Atlas Shrugged"
"Perhaps we all give the best of our hearts uncritically…to those who hardly think about us in return." TH White.
"And Hansel said to Gretel, 'Let us drop these breadcrumbs... so that together we find our way home. Because losing our way would be the most cruel of things.' This year.. I lost my way."
"And losing your way on a journey is unfortunate. But, losing your reason for the journey... is a fate more cruel."
"The journey lasted eight months. Sometimes I traveled alone, sometimes, there were others who took the wheel -- and took my heart. But when the destination was reached, it wasn’t me who arrived...it wasn't me at all."
"And once you lose yourself, you have two choices: find the person you used to be... or lose that person completely."
"Because, sometimes, you have to step outside of the person you've been. And remember the person you were meant to be. The person you wanted to be. The person you are."
Maybe these inspired you as they have me, or maybe you read them and felt nothing, either way I have usefully filled this space.