We put ourselves in places and situations that make us who we are inside without subconsciously knowing what is right because we are so consumed with everyday life. Half of us wake up , get ready for work & just go without enjoying the moments it took us to get there. Some of us regret the things (action) we do, Some of us just ignore the signs around them for complete satisfaction of our own desires. We all have this expectation of what life is to be or even who we are to be. This has been planted in our souls from our childhood , from society & our surroundings in our everyday life. If we all had the ability to for see our density then we could change it without making the mistakes that break us down eachday....

Things for me have been hard in the past but now they are getting better...
I have learned so much along the way about
me & how I need to keep growing.I would really like to be able to share some real thoughts with someone who loves life.Someone who can grow with me...
balance eachother the way you should when you meet someone you care about.
That is what keeps me going everyday....I am looking for a real man with a real sweet side. Someone that can make me feel safe in there arms.




OHH-YEA(one more thing)
Please I am not looking to get laid.....
If I wanted to get laid I would walk into a bar & find the first three legged beer belly basterd & take him home.
If you want to play games...
You guys know who you are just stay away from me. I have been hurt & I don't want it.
Please not what I need in my life.

Age between 30 and 45
Live in United States