Im not here to pass judgement on anyone. ive made my mistakes, but they did not make me..

Im not really here looking for "My Everything", the right woman wont let that statement discourage her from starting a conversation though. *** for the good hearted christian girl, Her and I will meet in Gods timing and not in mine or anyone elses. I do wish to have a family someday soon, but Ive found that if you have Jesus youre never alone, and Im living a truly blessed life, and even without my special lady, its so much better than you could ever imagine. what I am here for is to reach out to the one thats hurting inside, and cant seem to find any remedy for the emptiness within themself.

unfortunately in what the world has to offer...fades away. the new car, the new clothes, a new man, or woman, new you, trips around the world, whatever it is that we fill the void in our hearts with...the newness fades away. then we start all over thinking we can fix ourselves, but we never get it right.

until one finds out that the only thing that quenches the thirst is the Love of Christ, the vicious cycle never ends, oh sure at times the newness will last longer than a previous cycle, but those are the most dangerous ones because the hurt is deeper and lasts longer than the thrill of the ride ever could. distrust, negativity and immorality, self hate, and hate in general runs amuck and before one knows it they become the very thing, they abhor in others.

dont think its true? judge yourself. we can all put up a front make the world think that life couldnt get any better, but how do you feel when you get home,is that smile still there because you have the real Joy thriving inside of you that only God can give, or did it fade away like the newness did of the shoes you just bought?

none of us are perfect...NONE. there is a difference between being religious, and being sold out for Jesus. one lives the life of following Christ, and one puts up the holy front on sunday, and lives like world monday through saturday. and if your thinking that at least living the worldly ways acknowledges its wrongs and doesnt live hypocritically...your right, I cant argue with that. But, an honest true walk living a life seeking the depths of the Love of God, is rewarded heavily in Peace, Joy, Love. (those are more than words on a wooden sign to hang above your door)

so what does one do? just be honest with yourself, then be honest with God, He already knows the things youve done, but to admit to Him that your a sinner thats big to Him, because its a first step to saying that you no longer want to live a life of desolation, but to live a life of heaven on earth that Hes always wanted you to have. next acknowledge Jesus. He is the begotten Son of God, that walked this world and lived a spotless life, so that He could be the pure blood sacrifice for us all, that through His Blood we are cleansed before the Fathers eyes. and that after He conquered the laws of sin and death He is risen and alive, and He did this because He loves you. He did it all for you. ask Him to come into your life, to live inside you, and guide you, to fill you with the Joy and Peace that only He can give. and He will, because He did it for me, and He is no respector of persons. youve just read my confession of the life I had, for the life I now have in Christ. By the worlds standards I had it all, until the day I met Jesus and gave all of me to Him. and what the world thinks is heaven on earth...cant hold a candle to the truth of the cliche.

come and meet my Jesus... read this out loud for you to hear it with your own ears, and from your ears to your heart. for faith cometh by hearing...

even though all have sinned and there is not one righteous in His sight, while I was yet a sinner, Christ died for me. He promised that if I would confess with my mouth, "Jesus is Lord," and believe in my heart that God raised Him from the dead, I would be saved. For it is with my heart that I believe that I am justified, and it is with my mouth that I confess and am saved; for, "everyone who calls on the name of the Lord will be saved."

therefore, I call upon you Jesus to not only bless me with provision, but to also bless me with Your Promise of Eternal Life. I surrender my life to You and ask You to be my Savior and Lord. Please forgive me of my sins. Give me a new mind, a new heart, and a new Life, in you. Direct me in my daily decisions so I can turn from the life I had and walk in Your peace. Fill me with Your Holy Spirit right now, I welcome Him into my heart. Thank you for hearing my prayer and coming into my life. By faith in Your promise, I am saved! I am forgiven! I am blessed!

Father...to those that have prayed this prayer with a humble heart, Lord I ask that you would fill them with your Spirit, that you would guide them in Your will for their lives as they daily walk with you, we believe we receive in the precious name of your Son Jesus...amen.

if you just made this life changing decision....YOU MADE IT!!!!! Hallelujah we are brother and sister in Christ Jesus, get into a bible teaching church and never let anything take you away from Him. this rock isnt yours, its troubles, its sorrows, its hate, doesnt belong to you, your life is to be lived in the will of The Father... on Earth as it is in Heaven. ITS A LIFE OF BLESSINGS!!!!

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