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Do you want children? Undecided/Open
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About Me
I am a fun-loving, adventourous guy who wants to live life to the fullest. I am down to earth and I love to have fun and I simply love to work out. Infact, i work out like a freak, I also compete in various sports like wrestling, boxing, muay thai, tae-qwan-do, mixed martial arts etc. In everything that I have competed and been through all my small life, I refused to back down and I refuse to quit, I will simply not die. This attitude helped me win in anything and everything that I have ever competed in.
I am what I say I am and I say I am absolutely perfect!
I have great dreams and plans for my future which are quite over the top but i know I will achieve them, no matter what it takes. I am honest but, I feel sometimes a little lie can save a lot of pain. I know how to treat a woman and I DON'T cheat or disrespect a girl whom I am in love with, I never have and I never will.
I was also trained for marine corps special forces division, but I had to leave due to family reasons. I know how to control my emotions but I will not be nice to people who will hurt the people i love and care for. I want a woman who i strong mentally, and is also into fitness and sports, not a necessity though, but I want a woman who wouldn't cry sitting the front row when i fall in a fight, but someone who will yell at me to get up and fight back one more time. i would love someone who isnt perfect, cause if its all perfect its boring, but i'd love her to be honest with me as i would be with her.i have my moments, and i will understand and give her her own space and time.A beautiful woman with a heart of human kindness and care and love is what I wanted, having a heart of gold means she is an unfeeling human being, cause gold is a metal and it got no feelings, Need not be a beauty queen, but being beautiful and classy and sexy with curves to die for never hurts, lol i am a guy afterall, but i am never choosey and i will love the person i am with no matter what...I also love to sit and watch a movie and cuddle, and i love photography, and i can draw with pencil and chalk charcoal lol, i only put colors to the tattoo designs i make, but in general i prefer chalk and charcoal for natural life.
I am working for the day when I am gonna stand up and tell everyone listening to me these words " I AM THE ALPHA, THE OMEGA, THE BEGINNING AND THE END". I know it sounds lik ei am full of it, but its not arrogance, its destiny.
I got beaten down and thrown down....I got hurt and I felt the pain deep with...but I still stand....I will not die .
I am so NOT into the swingers lifestyle and to be exact i plainly hate sharing my lady with anyone, but i have no preferences for ethinicity, sexual orientation and race.
Who I'd Like To Meet
Well, firstly, I am really fed-up of trying to find a true love, I bet you hear that always in almost every guys profiles but well what can I say I got a super bad luck about relationships.It's not that I don't give 100%. fact being I give 150% to the person i love, well I have a life too, and whatever I do I always make sure she knows where I am at and every single off-times I get I try spending with her. but somehow, nothing I do seems enough, I always get stomped upon, not like I am mean or something or an abusive lover....oh well!
So um I am trying one last time with a dieing faith that atleast someone in the world doesnt lie or cheat. Like comeon, how hard is it supposed to be to be honest and open to each other in a relationship?
So yea, maybe I am looking for a lady who is trustworthy, like for real, not just words and would love me for who I am and be by me no matter what, I hope that isn't too much to ask for, is it?
Working stuff out together in any situation and not cheating or lieing would be great, if you don't like me tell me just don't double time me.
As for looks, well I am a sucker for sexy beautiful women, well there has to be an attraction, I like curvy ladies if ya know what I mean, anorexia patients doesn't interest me lol (example: giselle bundchen) and tats and piercings are super hot, ofcourse it doesnt really matter in the end, when its all said and done its the person who she is matters most to me, I would even spend my life with an ugly betty rather than carmen electra but if you are a player I don't want nothing to do with you, I don't care how far you are we can work stuff out if the magic happens.
MY ideal partner should be able to support my lifestyle and my dreams and works it out as "us" not you and I, its always "us", I want a family not an one night stand, I never cheated and I never will, I so wanna come home to my beautiful sexy wife and children not go to someone else for sex.
She should have lots of interests in everything, adventorous, up for any challenges, love me and me only and be beside me in the darkest hours, I would love to also have her interests in fitness cause I am gonna compete soon and we could do it together.
So, thats kinda about it.
One more thing, it's just useless whinning about the past relationships if we do get in one of our own, like it was so bad so I am scared and stuff, like comeon, everyone have had their shares of pain, get over it people, harsh, but true, also I don't generally talk about my past relationships unless I am really in a deep cimmittment and seeing a future, cause plainly ladies "my species" (read males) will give you the same old stories like how we got cheated and stuff when we were all PERFECT, no need of the replay lol, I know my kind all too well, basically 99.99% of those stories are not real if you really dig into them, it's a way to get in your pants so yea, I guess not many people say that upfront, I just did, thats not how everything works always, and I don't do sad sh*tstories to be "friends with benefits" with someone 9 I even tend to hate that phrase real bad) and also don't expect the same in return.I am not one of them guys who writes poems about how they lost everything when their ex left, I simply can't write good poems, tried, failed, thats truth am not that great a poet, so yea, my exs and me broke up it's both of our loss, not just their or mine, we both lost something, thats how I see things.
I am not judgemental, I will not judge if I happen to be in a relationship with somebody and she says she had a fling last year or something along that line, I am not a woman, I will never understand in what circumstances you did what you did, but ofcourse there are things that I don't like, your past wont really bother me if you have learnt what's wrong and don't repeat stuff when being with me, thats all I ask for. Hell, if we all knew the future we'd not have made our past choices so no point in making people feel like sh*tfor what they did.
First Date
Well, first date...hmmm let's see, it depends a lot on the person I would be dating but for me a movie at my place with foods ordered or that i've cooked ( given that my cookery isn't a long line of stuff) lol or maybe a drive-in movie and eating out getting to know each other better basically is the point. Or maybe sky diving or cliff jumping lol...kinda unorthodox but I have done it alone myself and well I think it would be awesome for a first date. I would also say visiting haunted mansions and stay the night but that might freak out 99% of ladies, so um lol maybe later.
P.S : Just a footnote about how I am doing right now and stuff...well, almost over an year back when I left my relationship well I knew it was for the best, today I am happy that I am far from her, and that maybe just maybe I can do better..but.....right now I wish I had someone to hide me guess I am not so strong anymore! Too bad I have no where to hide cause fact is I am all alone.
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