...and I have given none of these 'cannibals' permission to drink from my cup. I hate it because I am by nature a very positive person (though I wasn't always, believe me), but it's awfully hard to see things in a positive light when you've walked the path I've walked, seen the things I've seen, and know what I know about what's really going on in this world behind the scenes, yet completely under our noses.
About me: I am a Scorpion if there ever was one, a 'type 'A,' O.D.D (disorder my s$$), and an INFJ who's given up on the frivolous and wasteful concern for others that that personalty type involved to unwittingly metamorphosis into an INTJ so that I was equipped to do something about it. I know a whole lot about the underworld of both our evolving New World Orders: the one talked about by the Bush(massa) administration after 911 - a demonic entity that is soon about to reach its climax and start sliding on down the slippery slope into the oblivion of yesterday where it belongs (though not before martial law is declared in the country and internal revolution, complete with guns and bombs happens - and if you don't believe me, just watch and see...the electoral farce is less than six months away now, I believe) and the other one now arising to combat the evil of that regime's cannibalistic monster. I despise the current state of pole-ticks, and the despicable and contradictory state of absolute poverty, suffering and powerlessness, and absolute decadence, power and luxury that simultaneously coexist in our society, plaguing the world's population, and forced upon us by these current self-proclaimed hypocrite-kings. They're all headed for doom, and they're now beginning to both see and become afraid of this fact...this past week's events in my life proove that. And I'm just a powerless nobody with nothing but words as my weapon. But a brighter day is coming for us all, and I will make sure of it; thank God I'm not the only one working on it though, because only a small few listen to me. But either way, I - and We - will succeed in removing all the unnecessary suffering from this planet, or both I and We will lay down our lives in pursuit of the return to "the garden" that we all deserve. And if there's anything I'm positive of, it's the fact that I will neither give up either that goal, nor my life easily...no, not easily at all. And neither will my partners in this pursuit, both the ones that know I exist, and the ones that yet don't. Because we love both our lives, and those of almost all the others on this planet.
I guess I'm still positive of a few things, eh? ;)
I love kids and animals and kids and animals love me. I don't have any of my own yet, though I definitely want one or two (or three?) once all the dust settles a bit in my life. I love alcohol, but am scared to relinquish my control to it these days. I smoke pot almost daily, but never much at a time; again, I like to maintain my control. I don't need it, but I sure love Ms. Mary Jane an awful lot. ;) I like hip hop and rap best of all music...at least now anyway, but my music collection contains everything from Iron and Wine to Beethoven and the Be Good Tanyas, and everything in between, though not much outside political hardcore gets much play these days. I tend to be more serious than perhaps is necessary, but if you knew what I knew, you'd understand why; I need the attitude to stay on my game. I miss the innocence of my youth and the love of other kinds of music far more peaceful and pleasant that belong to those times of innocence, and long for the day when I can dig all that up and for the light of Day once more.
I rarely sleep (once every two-three-four days), and hoover up the Internet at a rate that's alarming the powers that know that I do this. Otherwise I doubt they'd be all up in my business like they are. I often present as a nut job (I'm sure this little profile is no exception), but if anyone would take the time to sit and listen to my story, they'd suddenly be shown the fact that most of you out there in the world are asleep, and I am one of the very very small few awake. You think I'm a conspiracy theorist? You like reading? Shoot me a message, and I will send you links to websites and direct you to music that will lift the proverbial scales from your eyes for good. I promise. And I don't ask you to take my word for it; you can read and listen and make your own determination with your own senses and mind. I'm not Bush or one of his military/media cronies; I don't tell you what the so-called 'truth' is. I'll give you overwhelming evidence to convince you of the Truth.
I've recently traded in royal purple as my favorite color for black.
I love chocolate and almonds, and butterscotch and pecans, but never those two together. I take Bacopa Monniera and Red Panax Ginseng, and boy do I ever love what they've done to my mind. I've read hundreds of books over the years (though I rarely read anything so long as a book now), and know a lot of stuff about a lot of things, but I consider myself not one particle better than most of the human race - child mollesters, rapists, woman beaters, and devil worshippers being the only exceptions that come immediately to mind. I pride myself on being able to see human folly - both in myself and in others, and both big and small - and I pride myself in doing what I can to end them in myself, and helping others to see their own flaws and grow past them, though I am but an infant in these abilities as yet. I'm ingeneous (as in ingenuity) and love solving real-life problems of every sort, right from simple mechanical things up to complex intellectual and mathematical puzzles. Physics and Philosophy are my two great loves, though I admit being seriously undereducated in both, despite time spent in both university and college. I don't watch TV willingly if it can at all be helped, and see most news for what it truly is: propaganda handed down by Big Brother and Minitrue. I've discovered through my reading that death is not inevitable after all, and that with our current level of scientific and technological adVancement is no longer necessarily an acceptable fate for us, and intend on testing these 'theories' to the best of my abilities, and I'm not yet through developing those...not by any means. I like making various types of art (drawing, painting, woodworking, and carving, sculpting, music...hell, I guess I like all of 'em ;) and am good at a lot of different things that require my hands. And yeah, you can take that however you like. ;) I've got a dirty mind and a dirty mouth, and though the mouth often gets me in trouble, the mind never does...of course I never get to use that aspect of it anyway, because usually the women I come in contact with initially like me, then listen to me talk for a bit and think I'm crackas. ;)
(sorry...the rest...
First Date
...goes in the 'first date section...I'm nothing if not long-winded. ;)
I've got a lot of class for someone completely and unashamedly white-boy hood. I quit school three months ago - and three months from an honors graduation - to start rapping no less, and am a month or two away from releasing my first album. It was supposed to be called Sowing Seeds: A Treatise on Dissent, but a lot of things have changed since that title came to mind. Now I don't know what it will be called...I guess I'll just have to wait and see. Here's a sample of the style though, but it won't nearly all be nearly this hard... Some of it though, will no doubt be worse:
Electronic, violent, vindication for my people. Inevitron, I've come to murderously silence the deceitful. I've got no time for lies, and so I rapid-fire out these lines, through which I forcefully tear the scales from all your f*ckin' blinded eyes. I am all through with it, and I believe that that makes me a Dunn, and a whole lot of you are lucky that I have yet to get a ***. And best believe me when I say, that I am nowhere near to done, this ain't even the beginning; I'm just throwing up for the Begun. And when I'm ready, they'll be forced to admit that all of my claims are nothing but the Truth, and then I'm gonna silence all their games. I'm just learning checkers, but when I work all of the way to Dead Man's Chess, you best believe that you'll all know Anarchitect will be the best.
Offa the dome, bietches... :P
Hows all that for random? And what else do I say? Message me if you wanna know more. I'm looking for friends, and since my ex seems bent on never attempting to repair things between us, I'm open for anything. And if you read this Kristina, it doesn't matter what I said a few weeks ago...I won't wait forever in this life. The clock is counting down, now. Sooner or later someone else will come along, so bear this in mind as you attempt to get over it all.
About a first date (though that word is totally gay. And yes, I said gay. Suck it up): Anything at all. You name, I'm game. But I like music and dancing, philosophical and intellectual conversation, coffee, pot, food and dancing, driving...yeah, you name it. :)
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