| | Thoughts of lately. People aren't against you they hardly know your there...that is until you get in their way. I've come to the realization my vote means nothing and we are in a republic not a democracy. I tend to get upset with people who can't drive.I've realized that it is who you know as well as who you... I am great at calming or working my way out of violent situations. I am lucky (call it karma if you like). I have the personality you either get along with or don't. I took me till now to open my eyes and start coming out of my shell. I realized my family isn't what you would call close. So when it comes to a relationship I need to feel the closeness I never felt...yet wonder if it exists. I tend to stick my foot in my mouth when approached by (what I feel is) an attractive woman. My best friend is my sister even though I only talk to her every week or so. I have a tendency to alienate the right and hang out with all the wrong people. I've learned about alternative thinking. I've realized what body language is and how to read it. I don't believe anyone who tells me I'm cute, hot or attractive...I am good at giving but terrible at taking compliments. I don't talk when I'm nervous. I've felt love but never been in love. I try to be right because I don't truly feel accepted. Having a child turned on emotions I never knew I had. I find people facinating and entertaining. I'm enjoy thinking about how things work, where they come from and how they are made and what can make it better. |