Hi my name is cynthia i live in chino i am looking for a great guy to talk to. I wanr someone that is real and not into games. If u r looking for sex or just a f*ck buddy sorry i am not her. Where r the men at? i am tired of meeting little boys. if u want to see my pics they r on my space.com/beautifulgirl4ever ask me anything else u want to know. I love movies,traveling,games, the beach and just the outdoors. I am open to new things also. Just send me a message if u want to know more. OH YEAH THE LITTLE BOY IN MY PICS IS NOT MY SON BTW.

You are my Everything

You are my moon,
my stars,
my sun,
my never-ending source of fun.

The hand that's laced in mine.
My friend, my love,
my shoulder to lean on;
my standing, solid rock.

You're the smile on my face,
the twinkle in my eye,
the ever-constant tingle in my soul,
the fullness in my life.

You're my silly, mature, caring,
thoughtful, honest and loving guy;
the voice that makes me weak.
You bring happiness into my life.

You are in all that I do,
and all that I say;
the thought that starts each morning,
and the conclusion to each day.

You're the smiling face I want to see,
couldn't imagine how it would be,
to go a day without talking to you;
knowing you're there no matter what I am going through.

You're the beat of my heart,
the butterflies in my stomach,
the importance in my life,
my whole world.

You are all I've wanted,
and all I need.
You are all I've dreamed of.
You are my everything.

This is the type of guy i am looking for

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i'm sorry

i'm sorry if i'm not pretty enough to be "your girl"




i'm sorry that i don't want to have sex every minute of the day.


i'm sorry that i'm not a playboy bunny so i can act like a pornstar for you.




i'm sorry if i don't have a dream body that turns you on.




i'm sorry if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me.


i'm sorry if my hair isn't long enough.




i'm sorry if i'm not the "hottest" girl you've ever seen.




i'm sorry if loving you isn't enough.


i'm sorry if being your friend through thick and thin makes no difference.


i'm sorry that i try my best to get you to like me, but then get hurt.



but most of all; i'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are.




I Am
a daughter; a sister; a grand-daughter; a niece; a cousin; a friend; i am a partner; a student; a young girl, and a grown woman; i am confident and scared; terrified and excited; i am loving and caring and thoughtful and hopeful; i am sick and tired; i am shy and friendly and careful and careless; i am broken and whole; i am misunderstood; misguided; and mislead; i am hard working and determined; but a little scared on the inside; i wish on stars and dream my dreams; i pray to god and cry my tears; i smile on the outside; while i am dying on the inside; i listen to other who wont listen to me; i walk on eggshells; and i walk on fire; i believe in passion; but not true love; i love you and i push you away; i want you but not so close; i am everything and nothing all at once; and all i want is for you to love me



************I AM 19 NOT 20************

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