Updated 12/14/09 9:38am
When I speak... know that I am true, if you ask... trust it is the truth, because I have no lies to tell... lies are what keeps me in my cell! What a way 2 start off but look, if you're going 2 lie 2 me about anything please just stab me in the chest and get it over with. OK ready? Hi! I'm Paul, 30 this past July from Everett MA. I have bipolar 1 and anxiety so if you don't understand it u might want 2 read up a little because I'm worth it. Don't believe what you've heard or go by what you've experienced because every case of bipolar is unique. For starters I like girls that are clean thank you. So if you think its cool 2 pose with alcoholic beverages in your hands then eh, it can be kind of trashy sometimes but good 2 know. I am in tune with my moods and thoughts, and my feelings can be hurt just as easily as yours so if you have no good intentions don't bother 2 message me please and I stress PLEASE DON'T! I've lived through my trials and am sure there will be more but I know that God hears and will send someone amazing my way. Job 5:2 - Vexation and rage kill the foolish man. So I do my best not 2 let life get the better of me. Also if you claim 2 be looking for a man but strangely enough turn out 2 have little 2 no time then thats not cool, set time aside 2 be serious about your life as well as the one you seek. I'm strict with myself about not talking 2 more than one person. I think its totally uncool 2 say you're genuinely interested if theres more than one person calling you 2 make plans. I'm just sick of girls speaking of love like its real 2 them and saying that-thats what their ultimately looking for but really just 2 timing me later 2 say that they're no longer interested after all the lovey dovey talk has gone on. This site is plentiful such as life but when it comes 2 respect, honesty and loyalty of ones self it is empty, but I still try.

"Love is giving someone the power 2 hurt you, but trusting them not 2" My description, I'm tall and handsome... just under 6'3", about 200lbs. I have a little belly due 2 some medication I'm on and the fact that I have no time 2 go 2 the gym. I'm mostly Greek and Irish with short brown hair, blue eyes, 9 piercings (everywhere but my face) and 5 tattoos on my back (mostly tribal). I"m a Jeep lover... well I don't know about Wranglers, Larados and Grand Cherokees but I just bought a 2000 four door Cherokee and its the best. I'm very proud 2 even own a vehicle after all this time. I went for eight years without transportation and I wouldn't recommended it 2 anyone. I love anything with four wheel drive. Bigfoot and Gravedigger rock ass off. I'm also into cars big time and motorcycles are one of my favorites. Harley Davidson and the Malbro Man is an awsome movie. I do not have a bike yet... bummer right? I stress yet. So if you like that kind of stuff cool, if not that's cool 2.

I'm honest but not a rat, sincere, devilish, trustworthy, respectful 2 those that respect me, somewhat stubborn, loving and caring 2 those in need and some that don't need or deserve, romantic but shy, goofy but cool, very loyal, hard working, lazy at times but dependable and I have strong beliefs when it comes 2 family, friends and my relationships. I'm in search of someone who will bother 2 understand who I really am because I really can be a good kid says my family and my teachers from high school. I mean I'm looking for someone that doesn't judge so quickly a book by its cover. Someone who has time 2 date and be together, not someone thats gonna text and not talk. Someone who is independent and not so needy but at the same time in need of a companion. I'm in need of a women that's not 2 picky because I'm no GQ model and I'm not looking for Mrs. July either. I'd like 2 find someone who is self aware. A women that will stand by me, show me some encouragement and give me some support (not financial). Someone who can guide me a little without being controlling. I love "ALL" types of women. Short, tall, thick and thin except egotistical women.

But isn't it funny how the physically fit women go for the hot men and the not so physically fit women don't. There are plenty hot dudes out there that like big women but not so many hot women that like unfit guys. But I cant say I haven't met anyone before. I do OK but I don't care about that sh*tanymore. I want a nice girl not a shallow one. I'm not shallow and neither should you be. I have a belly so if you don't care great, if you do then you don't know what your missing... really you don't. I'm a cutie but everyone wants a hottie and women can be very picky so I've come 2 find, which sucks for the cute guy. I have a good heart but a thick skull sometimes so watch out! I want a women who also can be set in her ways about stuff thats worth being set on. I want the best of both worlds... I'm looking for the good girl with a naughty side. I'm looking for an educated girl because I'm not stupid but I'm not the brightest bulb in the package so I need a little assistance from time 2 time.

I'd like a girl that cooks a good meal for me 2 enjoy just because she knows I would do the same for her. I'm no chef either so don't worry, we can cook together. I'm looking for someone with a little bit of a creative side that can surprise me all around, a girl that's not afraid 2 get a little frisky, and a smart girl will definitely be down 2 show what she knows... from reading of course. But you don't have 2 be a honor student. I wasn't, I barely graduated high school. But I'm not ignorant by any means. It doesn't take a lot folks, I'm really a pretty understanding kind of guy and I'm looking for the same. I'm a doer of the little things that count. I would love 2 meet someone in that ball park with similar interests even though there are a lot. I need a girl with a good head and an open heart and please know what that means or this whole story I type is for nothing! I just would like 2 find somebody who likes me the way that I am and will bother to understand me. If you cant handle me at my worst you don't deserve me at my best. Just being friends is expected but hopefully more will develope later on as we get 2 know each other. I know I mentioned the good girl with a naughty side but don't women like the same if not just an all around bad ass? I'm not a bad ass anymore and I'm not one of those guys looking to have sex within the first month, honest! Relationships take time and time flies when we're having fun!

I'm old school... I'd like to get to know a girl first by talking... maybe a stroll through Boston somewhere or go somewhere and sit and check out the scenery and the stars. I like to go to dinner and/or a movie... or if not a movie then maybe a couple of drinks somewhere... I'm not much of a drinker, maybe a sixer will do me good if I feel like drinking at all! For ideas maybe a concert, monster truck show, car show or even a drag strip... sporting event... whatever! Maybe during good weather go for a walk on the beach and eat at Kelly's or a walk in the park and some pizza somewhere? I love Bianchi's and Chriscilla's!