I am Re - Vamping my profile. I have found that there are certain desires, or a lust if you will for my writing. I dig deep within my heart, being a black heart, its still a heart worth taking a gander. I write a lot when I feel hurt, used, broken etc.. the list of negativity grows with every poem I write. I am a father of 1 son who's my entire world. It sounds so cliche' to say the least, but its true, I have never found such a forgiving heart, than my son. Even though his own mother chose a fling over flesh and blood, he's still as strong as I. With every chance at meeting someone who could possibly fill the shoes of his mother, disappointment arises. But with every chop at the tree of life, he still grows strong. I do not beLIEve in a god or thee god, mainly because every race and ethnic background has their interpretation of god and seems is different but basically follows the same power or what have you. I am a Wiccan/Satanist and as a Satanist my philosophy is the same as Aliester Crowley or Anton LaVey and that is "Do What Thou Wilt" and as for the Wiccan side of me, I let nature run its course. You would be surprised on how happy I am with my choosing. My son when he's of age will always have the choice to choose what he feel is right. I don't go around murdering defenseless babies or animals. I would put the woman or child before myself, for women are the creators of life and the children are the future, Satanist or not, with the right smarts I could be the next president or even my son for that matter. I would promote my religion and not oppress any religion or creed. This is America, land of the free. I am only expressing my freedoms, be it speech, art, music, its still my expressions that I share with the world. I hope this clarifies any of those whom seen me as a threat,enemy, or a fire starter. I am only human following my carnal desires and feeling. Humans are like animals whom hurt, fear, love, and hate as freely as I humanly can. I also write music, as I have written dozens of pieces, be it intros, chorus, riffs and rants. I have written 6 full songs, well minus the drum,bass and vocal tracks. I am undergoing the recording process and have recorded 3 demos thus far, 2 of my own creations and I cover Marilyn Manson's Minute Of Decay. I Am working on another possible cover of Incubus's Arqueous Transmision.
Its a bit hard considering Mikey is using a 'Ko-kyu', but i manages to figure out what hes playing on guitar. Im very inspired by this song, cause its pretty(musically) and my ex, someone who was extremely special to me got me into this group. I Have Been Writing Music, Poetry, Umm I'm Kinda Stuck 4 Chapters In, In My Vampire Novel. So Many Distractions And It Kinda Spun Me Into A Writers Block..More To Come Though.

people seem to notice my eyes and their a beautiful blue and If I'm Wearing My Contacts, Obviously That Would be The First Thing people Notice as well, my eyebrows, I shape my eyebrows, meaning i shave them into shape..I have a sarcastic quick witted sense of humor

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BOOKS- anything that pertains to Vampires, Greek Mythology, symbology, Pirates, Comics, Planetary Symbols, Rituals(Satanic/pagan/etc..)

MOVIES/TV- I love any type of Horror, Suspense, Comedy, A few Drama's, The 3 Stooges, MST3K(Mystery Science Theater 3000..I enjoyed the shows with Joel the creator..there are a handful of shows with Mike that are ok.), I Love Love Love Family Guy, Scrubs, South Park, Robot Chicken, Metalocalypse, CSI LV, (NY & Miami Im Now getting into..)

MUISIC-Cradle Of Filth, Dimmu Borgir, Deathstars, Marilyn Manson, Combichrist, Children Of Bodom, 69 Eyes, HIM, CKY, Metallica, Megadeth, Iron Maiden, Judas Priest, Dir En Grey, Mr Bungle,Dethklok, Angtoria, Incubus, The Cure, Switchblade Symphony, Motley Crue, NIN, London After Midnight, Moonspell, Nirvana, Pantera, Primus, Jack Off Jill, KMFDM, Godhead, My dying Bride, London after Midnight, Nirvana, Soundgarden, Stone Temple Pilots, Pearl Jam, Alice In Chains, just to name a few ;)


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A Personal Quote I Altered:
"Never Judge A Book By Its Cover, Only By Its Content" -Me

"Impaled Upon Reasons Not Yet Known To Me, Bleeding Out Words, Twisted And Broken, Like A Venomous Snake Bite Poisoning My Pulp Like Mind" - Me

"Through The Sands Of Time, Slowly Pouring Out My Existence To A Grainy World, Looking Out The Bottom Half Of My Hour Glass" - Me


Another Quote From Bram Stokers Dracula I Find To Be Very Romantic:
"Do you believe in destiny? That even the powers of time can be altered for a single purpose? That the luckiest man who walks upon this earth is the one who finds....True love?"

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.....NO LONGER SEEKING ANYONE,I HAVE FOUND MY MUCH BETTER HALF TO MY HEART AND SOUL.....

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In honor of my bride to be's mother.