Family is the most important thing to me. My sister and I grew up in our family's Country Music Show. To us, there was nothing more important than family. We worked as a team and to this day we still do.

My parents, sister and I have been full time caregivers to my grandma (my mom's mom), who has Alzheimers, for the past 8 years. It is absolutely a life changing experience. The strength we all possess comes from God. I honestly never knew the meaning of the word "stress" until we had to face this disease head on. We haven't had a vacation in over 6 years. We will get AMAZING vacations and adventures when this part of our lives is over. The beauty we will see will refuel our bliss. We feel it's coming to an end. Our life is changing, making room for the new and wonderful unknown. The stress can be overwhelming but knowing someone is out there, waiting, ready to fulfill every need, is worth this challenge.

My sister is my twin, born 28 months after me ;-) We are eachother's best friend. We finish eachother's sentences. Our entire day is filled with joy because we have eachother.

For my entire adult life I have been consumed with caring for my family, it's just something I know in my heart is right. My mom feels guilty that my sister and I have basically put our lives on hold to help care for our grandma. We are a family. To us, we don't have an option to just walk away. Just as my mom is caring for her mom, my sister and I are caring for our mom.

I know without a doubt my husband is waiting for me. He is the true definition of a real man. He prays for me just as I pray for him. He has compassion and empathy. He isn't afraid to show his emotions. He speaks only with love and respect. He gets pleasure from making me smile. He doesn't think twice when asked to do something, and more than not, does them without being asked. He is always trying to catch me off guard, and knowing I am very intuitive, it is a challenge. It melts his heart when he gives me goosebumps from a single touch. He is drawn to that power of giving me pleasure.

He knows our children will have the best mom. He will do everything in his power to be a real dad. Working as a team, hand in hand, heart to heart. Facing each decision together. Knowing the knowledge I have been given will give him the most amazing children with little stress. Everyone has a gift, mine is parenting.

He completely respects my relationship with my sister. Appreciating our closeness. Grateful for the support we give eachother. Understanding of the bond we share and the journey we have gone through together. We do not have any other 'friends' besides eachother. We don't need more friends. Imagine if you lived with your best friend your entire life?

He respects my love of music & creativity. My strong connection to the things that give me happiness & pleasure. He knows the more I am surrounded by the things that make me happy, he will reap the benefits.

I know my husband is waiting for me and he is one hell of a real man.

"The beating of my heart is a drum, and it's lost
And it's looking for a rhythm like you.
You can take the darkness from the pit of the night
And turn into a beacon burning endlessly bright.
I've got to follow it, cause everything I know, well it's nothing till I give it to you."
-Making Love Out Of Nothing At All

When you know the time is right, contact me.

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3 yr old Alexis.
She is showing
everyone around her
just how strong
a child can be.

St. Jude is my new home
she says
watching a slideshow
we made her
to her
it's just that simple

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