Backing down from trying to find my true love. Now I am out to squeeze as much fun out of life that I can. I am on this site for the forums and event links. I have made some awesome friends from POF and willing to make more.
but still secretly holding on to the hope that..........
one of you males that I meet will be THE one: mutual chemistry, great kisses, someone who thinks my BBW size is sexy as hell, and we both will be willing to try long term..... hey, we can all still have our dreams--- right? I know that guy is out there somewhere. I just need to find him. And then be attracted to him!!
The unfulfilling bar scene is not really my favorite place. I go to the POF parties to be with my friends and unfortunately they are usually in a bar. I can have just as much fun watching a movie or in the woods walking a trail. I am a non-smoker and prefer to date one, but an occasional cigar or pipe is ok.
I can be a little

or I can be an

and I clean up pretty good. Most the time I am casual, and you will never catch me in heels. (ohhh, but I do miss wearing them! Hey, I am 50 now!! Leave that to the young chicks

I try to not overdo the

but I am such a lightweight, (

yeah right.... in my BBW size... ) that it doesnt take me many to have too much.
Really, if you think you might like to have me as a friend, email me. I will still be checking this site, and am still very interested in the possibility of finally meeting someone that will just knock me over and drag me to his cave.....
Actually I am a very positive person, mucho funno, and very outgoing. I am comfortable talking to anyone so dont be too shy about missing the opportunity to get to know me. I prefer a quick first meet over a tea, or maybe a walk, and then we can see where it may lead from there.