(My yahoo is some_guy_thats_here_now read my profile then msg me)

I'm just gonna lay everything out.

What I want is to be needed. What I need is to be indispensable to somebody. Who I need is somebody that will eat up all my free time, my ego, my attention. Somebody addicted to me. A mutual addiction.

Every relationship I have been in has ended with your the best guy I have ever known-
but I just don't love you (sick of that)

I'm tired of having sex in the first or second date I really want to wait
its a personal ethics thing.

I am not at all religious but am incredibly full of faith.

I am a perpetual Optimist.

I Play several different instruments and sing. (I can dance too but it is goofy looking)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YZbnz-fekqI&feature=channel_page
(me playing I wanna be like you)

I use to be 380 lbs. down to 250 and I am 6'10" still not where I wanna be but I am getting there

I WANT a long term relationship

BUT.. more importantly I want to meet the best friend I have ever had.

I really like curvy girls (you make the rockin world go round) I'm not opposed to a thin girl but we all got preferences

I am a wise ass and I will make fun of you. No sense of humor? don't apply

I have a dark sense of humor if you can't laugh at a Micheal Jackson joke don't apply

I am so full of love I am about to pop. I express my feelings very readily
if I like you I'm gonna let you know about it.

I am very intelligent
I have been told I can be intimidating even tho I have the heart of a kitten

I hate movies with alot of blood and guts

I love science fiction

I kinda like video games but not so much

there is more but you should really e-mail or msg me about it

^Update^

When it comes to matters of the heart I am 100% in or 100% out and I expect likewise. I am tired of head games and "I think I like you but I don't know" that means that we didn't click just come out and say it don't string me along.

I seriously want someone that when we meet we just click and laugh and have a great time together I am tired of seeing people walking down the boulevard holding hands laughing together and feeling left out.

I am just a hopeless romantic I guess

I would love to just go on a nice picnic outside for a first date and get to know someone. Maybe by the lake or by a river. just lay back on the grass and watch the clouds go by. then if we hit it off real well you could lay your head on my chest and I would run my hand thru you hair and we would laugh and joke and tell stories from our past and just have an awesome time.