TO BE OR NOT TO BE...I have decided to try a new approach to life in general.
Most of us are very good at making lists of things 'to do', I have decided to discard that list and instead focus on the list of things 'to be'.
I have decided to become that right person, the one I seek.
Why?
Because if I should fail in my quest to find the awakened soul in my outer reality, I at least hope to find that soul within.
Of course this approach demands introspection, an inner journey, a quest for the truth within my being. It requires taking ownership of the 'baggage' we all possess. Especially those living off the Banks lining the river of de'nile' feeding from the flow of matter consumed and energy wasted. We all disembark for our next adventure prepared, ready for another lesson?

After many years of climbing the mountains called joy and also descending to the depths of swirling emotion, I still seek the balance called LOVE.
That place that exists in the mind, 'the metaphorical Garden of Eden'.
Those Two Trees, that of Knowledge and Wisdom, found in the center of Eden represent simply in the microcosm the left vs. right brain, our thoughts. And not unlike the Two Trees who appear separate above the earth but their roots are connected, between the Two Trees a balance must exist or one tree may shade or steal the nutrients of its neighbour.
I have become cognizant, aware that I no longer desire to continue consuming the fruit from the Tree of Knowledge, which has shaded and stolen from the Tree of Life for centuries in order to feed our collective egos called pride.
To nurture and sustain Life, Wisdom says, first slay pride.

I am not religious, if that was your first impression. I believe I am spiritual and philosopher, not unlike Pythagoras, Socrates or Plato, all of whom believed in the concept of patterns extending throughout the Microcosms and the Macrocosms.

I simply endeavor to see the World holistically and not just the colorless, lifeless representations of the sum of the parts our sciences have created for us.

There were also FOUR Rivers emanating from the center of Eden.
Would you like to know what that symbolizes to a cosmogonist?

Think you can handle this shit?
The Awakened Goddess knows of what I speak.

If you were wondering, a cosmogonist seeks to unite ancient symbolism and ancient math, myth, religions and modern science. They all speak of the same thing. Man trying to understand and explain the physical and spiritual world, the cosmos, that place he calls home.
I must confess something, a discovery; the three gifts of the magi are uncommon sense, myrrh-ijuana and a gold vision.
My gold vision embraces moving toward a 'sustainable' lifestyle .... alternative housing, bermed, cordwood, an earthship, or a hobbit home with a living roof, etc. along with solar and wind power.

Behind those sunglasses are sincere green/blue eyes. I am visual though, so I do insist on a photo or two unless this is a CNIB dating service. No disrespect intended, just trying to convey a thought.

Namaste

Raphael

p.s. warning comes with intensity because it takes time to turn coal into a diamond.

Well before our first date...I would like to meet to see if there is a connection, are we date 'worthy'.
Is there a spark?

Then maybe a glass of red wine in the cave?
Comes with womb service. (I am not implying anything, just thought the line was clever)