well, yeah, i have changed this section about me,, lol,, so many people have so many different questions so lets see if i cant help out,,first of all,i love my lord first and for most the sweet and innocent lil ole me no longer exsists, well, shes in there, you just have to take the time to find her,,i will add, in text to the new me, ( joel osteen),,read his books, your self esteem will go threw the roof, get busy living, my ,brothers, and sisters,ok,,im am a grandmother,, and one more on the way,,she will be here in two more days to go yeah,,,and it is wonderful,,,,,did i mention i love kids they are the most precious things in the whole wide world,,,they are our future,,my family i hold dear, wouldnt be me without them,now,,my friends the very few i have are just the best and i hold very dear to my heart i love music doesnt matter what kind i listen to it all depending on my mood, lol,, of course i have my favorites,,kid rock, george strait,metallica,all the 80's,,rock on ,, the 70's 60's, the old 50's, one of my ole time fav is john prine, emm hmm,,but like i said im into it all , rock ,country, heavy metal,pop,blues, hip hop,,makes me wanna get up and go, classical when im in think mode,he he ,,i sometimes do that,,i love horror movies the gorier the better,rob zombie,wooo hoo,his movie are the best and robert duval, is another good one good googly, goo goo, ive been in love with him for years,, im not set on one particular type,, not at all, dont get me wrong,,the outer appearance isnt all that matters to me,, i can see past that,, so looks are not an issue ,i want what is underneath,thats what is most important,,so if your thin , big, or whatever please do not hold back mailing me,,your weight cant make me happy and die to see ya the next day,,its what your heart has to offer me,,im not in it for your money either,, ,,lol my family has never been rich so to say but we have always made it,so yeah,, im not a money bag lol,,at anyrate,am i boring you yet,,what im looking for, is definately not marriage,,well just not as of yet now when that one certain man comes along i just may be all over the idea i want what most people want to not be lonely,,to have that certain someone that just makes you so tingly on the inside,i have everything in life except that,,, so if you can make me tingle i would love to hear from you,,i love going out and being with friends,,and i do like getting crazy,, but not all the time, lol,,i like sitting at home too, chilling out,, being me and being comfortable,, i love dressing up and looking beautiful for my man,,emm hmm,,makes me feel wonderful,the most asked question is am i gothic,, lol,,lmao,, no i am not ,, i am just me, thats me what ever strikes me i wear,,,yes i am partial to black,, but i like pink to ,,ha ha,,i love my tatts,, and all my piearcings,, cant get enough i dont regret any,, ,,,,,, i like the barbie aspect of life as well, and them cowboys wow take my breath away hope im not confusing you,i have no certain type really ,,moving on,, to me is a must,, honesty and comunication are the key words in any relationship,, i cannot stand a lier or a thief,, i believe that a persons words still means something,,,,always have , i am kinda of old school in ways,,i believe a person can never have to many friends so bring it on,,,i think each and every person in this entire world should live life to the fullest, for who knows what tomorrow holds for us,, i sure dont and i dont want to miss anything,life is great,, ok now i like reading the profiles whear the peeps say they do not want any drama in their lives ,,yeah lmao,,,,lol,, for real i dont know about anyone eles but if you have kids, friends, family ,and work there is always drama,, so could you plz be more specific,, wow,, im wearing myself out,,,yes i drink,, nothing like a cold beer,, heck yeah, and i love vodka,,, i dont drink in excess,, on a daily basis, but i do have fun,, not that i need it to have fun,, lol,, i love the taste,, and them germans really got me there,,,,im hooked,,,,im not looking for anyone to change me , if you like me you like me ,, if you dont then there is still someone out there for you,,yea i do give a little, but no ,, i would not turn my life around for anyone, and i know there is a certain someone who feels the same way out there looking for me,, well im here baby right here ,,lol i want to be treated the way i would treat my other half,, which is outstanding by the way,, i go above and beyond the call of duty, for my man,, im not hear for a one night stand i think i stopped that in the 80s era,,lol,, so im not the one and as i sit here till im blue in the face the people on this sight still ask for it again im not that one baby,,i am the type of person whoo would stop in the middle of a road to move a turtle out of the way,give someone my last dollar, the shirt off my back ,i tend to put other peoples feelings and needs before mine, im a good listner , im dedicated to what i am for or whom im with im all about making someone laugh, try to fix a broken heart have a listening ear, im a hard worker nothing has ever just been handed to me ,if i left anything out plz feel free to ask away,, i will be straight with you,, if your straight with me in return,,ok im done,,peace out and just one more thing for all the negative people out there if you have one foot in today one foot in yesterday you are doing nothing but p.i.s.s.i.n.g.away tomorrow, so think about that one,well i came up with a few more things i wanted to add if your all about looks or how sexy a body is im am totally the wrong person for you becouse a relationship is not all about looks and body size why dont people understand that but everyones intitled to what they want i think its shallow small minded and shows what type of person you are but its all good just remember the inside is what loves you not the outside,im just saying go for what you want but im not lil miss bakini so you take it from 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i think the date should be somewhat spontanious,, just get up and go see where it takes the both of you, most wonderful things are never planned they just happen,,,just ask me lol,,,im always game for whatever new and different things,,so if you could, be creative and show me something ive never experienced, well then bring it on,, hmmm, if i should only be so bold,, for the weak and weary, im truely sorry i live life to the fullist,,my living has just now begun,so im wide open and ready, can you handle this,,,,lmao? "" just a little big poem i wrote here goes as follows''I OPEND UP MY HEART FROM ITS DEEPEST, DARKESTS DEPTS,TO YOU IN A LOVE I THOUGHT ,SO FRESH, NEW, AND TRUE.YOUR TREMBLING HAND HANDS TOOK WITH IT, IN HAND WHAT I HANDED YOU , AND YOU RAN, RAN WITH IT LIKE A A COOL SUMMER BREEZE,ON THE COOLEST PART OF THE NIGHT,THE MOON BEAMING DOWN, ONLY FOR YOU TO HAVE NEVER BEEN SEEN AGAIN, YOU NEVER TOLD ME YOU WERENT EVER COMING BACK, FOR WHO COULD OF KNOWN ONLY YOU,ALL THAT IS LEFT OF ME NOW IS WHERE MY HEART AND SOUL USED TO BE,ALL ALONE EMPTY AND COLD LONELY,NOT ONE TO EVEN RUN TO , TO CONSOLE, NOT EVEN MYSELF ,FOR SHE TO IS GONE, IN A PLACE OF HER OWN,MY FEELINGS BEEN DELETED, MY MIND A BLANK, DONT KNOW IF I COULD EVER GET THEM BACK .WHAT ELES WAS THERE FOR ME TO DO ,BUT SIT AND CRY AND JUST THINK ABOUT WHAT YOU HAVE DONE TO MY INSIDE,WITH MY LIFE SO OBSOLETE NOW ,YOU PROMISED YOUD NEVER MAKE THESE EYES CRY NOT EVEN ONE TIME OVER THE LOVE WE THOUGHT WAS OURS AND NEW , WHAT HAPPEND TO ALL THE LIES I WAS AT LEAST SATISFIED HOLDING ON TO THAT FOR LIFE ,IT WASNT JUSTIFIED, BUT MAD ME FEEL BETTER INSIDE.NOW ALL I DO IS RUN AND HIDE, I WANT MY SANITY BACK,THAT NIGHT YOU LOOKED ME IN THE EYE AND NEVER SAID GOOD BYE NOW ITS SOMEWHWHERE I CANT FIND ,ALL THESE FEELINGS BROUGHT ON BY ONE PERSONS UN TRUE UN FAITHFUL, HEART, HIS ONLY VICE WAS HIS DECEPTION RULES,LOVE /HATE IT SEEMS THAT ONE WILL NEVER TRUELY KNOW BUT THAT WAS ONLY STAGE ONE,ALL YOUR WRONG DOING MADE ME STRONGER MADE ME THE ONE I AMM TODAY MADE ME MORE AWARE NOT TO GIVE NOW WHAT I DONT HAVE AWAY ,BUT I WILL GET IT BACK YOU CANT KEEP IT FOREVER, I THINK I KNOW WHERE YOU PUT IT IT, WHERE ALL THE OTHER BROKEN HEARTS LAY,IN THE ARMS OF THE ANGELS MENDING THEM BACK YOGATHER WITH ALL THERE LOVE FROM ABOVE,WAITING ON US TO GATHER OUR SENCES, PULL OUR SELVES BACK TOGATHER,AND WHEN GOD KNOWS WHEN THE RIGHT TIME IS HE WILL COME AND WHISPER SWEETLY IN MY EAR,TO TELL ME HE WILL SEND MY HEART BACKK DOWN HERE TO ME AGAIN NEW AS EVER AND UN BROKEN TO , TO GIVE IT TO YOU IN RETURN NEVER TOO LET A MAN EVER DO SO AGAIN AND SO NOW I PATINTLEY WAIT, NO HURRY , NO WORRY,BECOUSE I KNOW BY THRE GRACE OF HIS ARMS THAT IM IN,WILL NEVER ALLOW THID TO HAPPENN AGAIN YOUR THERE IM HERE WE WILL FIND ONE ONOTHER MY LOVE THAT IS DESTINED SO THAT I WILL NOT FEAR,AND THERE WILL BE NO MORE TEARS BETWEEN US BECOUSE NOW I KNOW THERE ARE ANGELS THAT I KNOW WHO CARE AND ONE DAY IT WILL MAKE ALL THE HEAVENS CHEER