I am looking for a good friend and long term companion. I know it is so hard to find the right one to like and to be liked, not to mention to hold hands forever, because people are so different. However, I do believe that God has made the right one for everybody. It just takes time and patience to find out.
About myself,a complex of conflicts:
consider online dating as a way to find a man but don't like a man addicted to dating online;
look for a man well educated, living a decent life but not arrogant, is that possible?
don't like a simple man but hate lies, does honesty equal to simplicity?;
as a new learner of this language, my English is at a very low level but can't tolerate a man who can't write decently;
don't like a boring person but consider myself boring(no witty talking in English, try to improve);
try to communicate but hate talktive;
etc,etc,etc...
I have been told that I have a strong character, and somebody said that I am complicated. I am not sure that is true or not but at least I know that I am clean but picky, somehow intelligent but a little bit stubborn, reasonable but a bit judgemental, but I consider myself as a good material of friend because I am frank, honest, decisive and helpful. Once I've made a decision, I don't look back; I learn from my failures but I never cried for that just tell myself don't fall down at the same spot; I don't expect, just hope I can meet a mate on this journey which we call it life to share everything, sadness, happiness, feeling, peace and beauty.