~Descriptive Analogy~
Wild,crazy,intelligent,eccentric,introspective,whiny,deranged,eclectic,honest,interesting,compassionate,****y,strange,emotional,intense,spontaneous.Many things and still much more to find out.Easily amused and distracted,curiosity propels me,all this energy in emotion ensnares me,I'm addicted to this constant struggle to somehow end the silence and the never ending confusion of being trapped in time.I'm self not self absorbed,but I am self involved.I don't give a **** what other people think!I may respect ppls opinions,but judgments of me in no way affect my choices or personality.Unless some1's take on me is totally incorrect,in a negative way,u can believe and think what u want.But because of the person I am,if i need to,I will defend my honor. I cant get enough of being in love,savoring the moment,no regrets,continuous progression,experiencing new things,never giving up,not holding back.Poking holes in my soul to take a look inside...Sending,receiving,taking,lending...getting it out and letting it in.Deep Discussions(NOT ARGUMENTS) about anything from political,spiritual,moral,supernatural, *insert topic here*.Exploring this wondrous existence...expanding mine and others unique neurosis...
I am attracted and enticed by the connection I make with someone, their soul, intellect, mind, spirit...whatever you want to call it. Sure, looks help the all around person of interest, but it's what transcends the physical that really matters most.
~Things Despised~
Users,blamers,posers,players,liars,takers,fakes,sheep,unnecessary rudeness,destruction with out reconstruction,sh*t disturbers,selfish ppl,conceited ppl,self-righteous jerks,negative ppl, ppl in general...




The heart is deceitful above all things

and beyond cure.

Who can understand it?

Only after disaster can we be resurrected. - Chuck Palahniuk

Pray that your loneliness may spur you into finding something to live for, great enough to die for. - Dag Hammarskjold

We do not grow absolutely, chronologically. We grow sometimes in one dimension, and not in another; unevenly. We grow partially. We are relative. We are mature in one realm, childish in another. The past, present, and future mingle and pull us backward, forward, or fix us in the present. We are made up of layers, cells, constellations. - Anais Nin


...the moment when your addictions no longer hide the truth from you. When your whole life breaks down. That's the moment when you have to somehow choose what your life is going to be about. - Chuck Palahniuk


Death is not the greatest loss in life. The greatest loss is what dies inside us while we live. - Norman Cousins

What I want is to be needed. What I need is to be indispensable to somebody. Who I need is somebody that will eat up all my free time, my ego, my attention. Somebody addicted to me. A mutual addiction. - Chuck Palahniuk

I would hurl words into this darkness and wait for an echo, and if an echo sounded, no matter how faintly, I would send other words to tell, to march, to fight, to create a sense of hunger for life that gnaws in us all. - Richard Wright

The cradle rocks above an abyss, and common sense tells us that our existence is but a brief crack of light between two eternities of darkness. - Vladimir Nabokov


The unreal is more powerful than the real, because nothing is as perfect as you can imagine it. because its only intangible ideas, concepts, beliefs, fantasies that last. stone crumbles. wood rots. people, well, they die. but things as fragile as a thought, a dream, a legend, they can go on and on. - Chuck Palahniuk

Razors pain you, rivers are damp, acid stains you, drugs cause cramps, gun aren't lawful, nooses give, gas smells awful, you might as well live. - Girl Interrupted