I am a normal nerd, I guess. Lol. I want someone to be faithful to me because I will be to that person. They need too be able to laugh. Some people think its wrong to laugh. I came to this site thru an email I received. I will admit that I am single and lonely now. Can't believe I even admitted that but I need/want a female friend/companion to do things with. I guess I miss having someone to be out with. It didn't bother me at first but now it does. A man has feelings too. Not lying about any of this. Never in my life, did I think I would ever feel this alone. Even though the truth is hardly believed these days. Honestly, I just want to give up on this because I'm starting to think I'm meant to be single. Lord knows I don't want to be. FYI. When it comes to a woman, racially...a woman is a woman. Just like a man is a man. Just as long as we can be exclusive to each other is all that really matters. I just want to be special to someone. I feel like I am nothing to no one. They say that there's someone for everyone...I'm beginning to think otherwise now. It's nice to be someones favorite but it would be even better to be with someone and be their love. Getting older and I feel my time for real true love is running out. It's easy to find someone to love but it's hard to find someone to love you back. All of this is from the heart. Just because you're in a candy store, you may see plenty of things that look good but you don't really want any of them. Just browsin. They some people are meant to be alone...never thought I would be included.

It kind of depends on what the other person likes or dislikes.


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----///-\\\----Put This
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----\\\-///----Someone
-----\\///-----Who Died
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My grandma lost her battle with Cancer in '93. Love ya, Bigma