45.6 and holding. ;p
I am an open book. I'm seeking a person who dreams, thinks, wonders, questions, and imagines ...without getting lost in that imagination.
Looking for friends first. Hopefully you have 2 eyes, ten fingers(nine will do) and toes, thinking, feeling, heart still beating... culturally and socially diverse... accepting and intrigued by difference
Someone who's smile is right side up and head does not do 360 degree spins unexpectedly. lol
Hopefully I find somone special....who has an open mind and sweet heart.
I lean toward feminine but can be a tomboy... looking for similar.

My golf handicap is around 10-15 so if you like golf or thought of taking it up???
I want to get in shape. Become more active.

Not into extremes.... my core belief is about equality.

I would welcome a good conversation or a comfortable silence, equally.

>You Can
>
>You can print a thousand poems,
>Sing a thousand songs,
>Paint a thousand pictures,
>And still not get along.
>You can talk until your face turns blue,
>Plead until you cry,
>But then when no one listens,
>You wonder why you try,
>For there is no cure blindness,
>For those who will not see,
>For what may be my opinion,
>For you just may not be.
>You can point toward the answer,
>Quote from history books,
>Talk about solutions,
>Without a second look,
>You can fight against frustration,
>Apathy and lust,
>And still find that temptation,
>Is all that you can trust.
>For there is no cure for blindness,
>For those who will not see,
>For what may be my opinion.
>For you just may not be.
>You can hide behind your heart ache,
>Yearning for your youth,
>Wishing you had wisdom,
>Searching for the truth,
>You can dream like all the dreamers,
>Without accomplishing,
>Pretending that the answer,
>Is what tomorrow brings,
>For there is no cure for blindness,
>For those who will not see,
>For what may be my opinion,
>For you just may not be.
>.........
>Beauty
>
>Beauty is
>A baby's cry at birth,
>A baby's step,
>The first,
>A mother's touch,
>A father's smile,
>And forgiveness,
>Of self and others.
>Beauty is,
>Wiping someones tears away,
>Hugging, helping,
>Kind words we say,
>A gift we give,
>A gift received,
>And eternal graciousness.
>Beauty is,
>Love, faith, hope and cheer!
>and freedom from fear,
>A song to sing,
>A talent not wasted,
>Truth and friendship,
>Unquestioned.
>Beauty is,
>Divine love and understanding,
>A glowing tolerance,
>A respect of difference,
>Knowledge and acceptance.
>Beauty is,
>A flower in spring,
>A winter wind, and mercy,
>Beauty is,
>A bird in flight,
>A summer night, and you!!!
>For beauty is within us all,
>Given...common...potential!
>.....
>
>Flying

>I'll fly away from me again,
>Pretend to never be again,
>Over sea to see again,
>The other side of pain.
>
>I'll fly toward the east I think,
>The west has brought me to the brink,
>In search of my own missing link,
>To the south of Spain.
>
>I'll fly to where the palm trees sway,
>I'll fly to where the dolphins play,
>This life makes no sense anyway,
>I'll give you what I gain.
>
>I'll fly until the sky runs out,
>I'll fly until i have no doubt,
>Until I know what I'm about,
>I'll fly and fly again.

Nothing but the Truth

You've seen it all, it seems,
Through the whimpers,
And the screams,
Through the book of broken dreams,
And back again.

And through it all,
You've found,
If you take the higher ground,
You live to hear the sound,
Of truth, within.

You must be who you are,
If you aren’t,
You won’t get far,
Spinning wheels within a world,
That isn’t you.

So look deep into your soul,
It is there,
You’ll find the goal,
And the guts that it will take,
To see it through.

You've seen it all, it seems,
Yet you can't see everything,
So let it be, That's all you need to do,
Then once you are yourself,
You can come down from your shelf,
To live a life,
That's nothing but the truth .



Fly
>
>Gather up the missing pieces,
>Drop them on my door step,
>Trust in the forgiveness,
>That awaits.
>
>I do not know your truth,
>Only dancing shadows,
>Of the guilt you carry,
>In your heart.
>
>There are no demons waiting,
>Only angels singing,
>Longing to embrace,
>Your open wounds.
>
>All we are is human,
>Frail and imperfect,
>Giving birth to knowledge,
>Of the soul.
>
>I can only welcome,
>Honest sin and folly,
>For I know it's a reflection,
>Of my own.
>
>Look into your mirror,
>Say hi! to truth and fear,
>Pass them to me gently,
>You are free.
>
>Wake up dear,
>You've slept too long,
>Tethered to a dream,
>Within a cloud.
>
>Thanks for the gymnastics,
>No excercise is futile,
>Embrace a memory,
>and we will fly.
>
>.....
>Open Wound
>
>I've become an open wound,
>Sprinkle salt into me,
>See the self bleed freely,
>Dripping knowledge on the ignorant.
>
>Authenticate your soul,
>No one owns it,
>Liberate your silent heart,
>Hear it beating out in 4/4 time
>Wisdom of the ages.
>
>Wash away conformity,
>You are what you think,
>The key is underneath
>The door mat, that is you,
>Truth is all that matters
>No one loves you, till they know it.
>
>You can spend a life time,
>A slave to expectation,
>Let it go,
>Expect the self,
>Be!
>..........
>
>Tears
>
>They do not rinse the pain away,
>Do not stop the clock,
>Do not listen to opinion,
>Will not stop to talk,
>They only drain a cavity,
>Between the heart and soul,
>A mirror made of memory,
>Out of your control,
>They are a gift,
>I think you'll see,
>Without which we would drown,
>Worth no more than one small smile,
>No less than one fresh frown,
>Tears just drop because they can,
>Flow because they must,
>A river beautiful and free,
>Everyone can trust,
>So next time you see teardrops fall,
>Just like they had eyes,
>Remember it's so laughs can grow,
>In between the crys.


female post-op