~*Passion. It lies in all of us. Sleeping. Waiting. And though unwanted. Unbidden. It will Stir. Open it's jaws. And howl...*~

Baseball Baseball!! He thinks he's gonna score!.. lol ahaaa

Wanting a real relationship that leads, and we know what that means.. right? ..ok, let's put it this way, Like in a "General and basic round about way" if i can't go where ever you go.. you know stand by your side and be an actual part of your life then don't even bother me, because there for it would prob be better to stay single if i had to deal with that.. i don't have time for that anymore.... I am Not looking for any and NO onenight stands or any flings.. so please there are sites for that ... if i say this i mean it, don't waste your time or mine and don't be a dum S#!+ and end up asking me down the line upon first meeting me.. it'll only make me wanna smack you and make you s#!t rainbows if you do! (you either like me or you don't) no inbetweens here... (for some, you only have just one chance and that's it).. love is consistant.. i am real and expect the same... you down? ...

Oh Fyi.. please be taller than me, i wear tall shoes and boots every so often.. so height is important... and i do perfer the Vampyre because he's hot and sexy and a total turn on .. (You know who you are, i don't need to go into detail here because it just shows Darling an aka "LeStat" look alike ;)... Sooo in other words im very very sorry but id absolutely rather NOT date a milk dud, uncle fester or even worse mr potato head... lol.. but come on seriously can you imagine ? ( again you know who you are, and i don't need to go into detail here.. just go look in the mirror and stop lurking cause it'll be a big waste)...

so generally speaking i have an idea of what i like in a man..

you say pink
i say black
you say girly
i say goth
you say chris brown
i say criss angel
you say Paris Hilton
I say Amy Lee
you say cute
i say goth
you say hearts
i say skulls
you say school
i say who cares
you say light
i say dark
you say up
i say down
you say right
i say wrong
you say happy
i say dark
you say angel
i say devil
you say im creepy
i say whatever
you say im weird
i say im different

Although i don't have a collection here are a few more likes:

Dreams, and Dancing really sets Me Freeeeeee....

Decadent Le Femme Fatale, Art deco, photography, vintage, sideshows, burlesque, exotic vintage, Classical victorian, Silent films, old books, victorian oddities & inventions, poetry, art nouveau, vintage photos, vintage fashion, early cinema...

---------------Girls------------------------
-------------are like apples------------------
---------on trees. The best ones----
-------are at the top of the tree.--------
------The boys dont want to reach------
----for the good ones because they ------
--are afraid of falling and getting hurt.----
-Instead, they just get the rotten apples-
--from the ground that aren't as good, --
but easy. So the apples at the top think
something is wrong with them, when in
--reality, they're amazing. They just----
---have to wait for the right boy to------
----- come along, the one who's-----------
----------- brave enough to-----------------
-----------------climb all-------------------
-----------------the way---------------------
----------------to the top--------------------
--------------- of the tree.-------------------

I am Goth, and always have been, there's no other way for me.. i'm more the "Romanti Goth", and not only a "goth" but i have been concidered a "True goth", i know not easy, but go look it up, i dare you =) .. i tend to be very sensitive, and i tend to have "deep thoughts" but they are very thoughtfull, and so much that i some times get lost =)... and then i realize a few facts... i don't really trust so it could explain alot about me .. although i have kids almost grown, my life still feels unfufilled and empty... but again love is what.. ( i'll let you finsh this cause in the end the "Opinion" is yours to make not mine...

I am quiet. Shy. and a Moody, snobby **oppsss** sometimes. but I am very professional and treat everyone kindly. Hopeless romantic. Intelligent. Stubborn. I have a tendency to shut people out; I have my reasons for that. When you meet me, expect to see nothing. They say the window to our soul is our eyes; most of the time you will not be able to read me through mine. I do not mean to sound pretentious, but if you take the time to get to know me, then perhaps I will slowly let you in. Only then will you be able to see who I am.

With that said, I cherish the few friends I have and I can be one of the best friends you will ever have. Loyal. When I love, I love deeply and with all my heart and soul. I have dreams , but I do not have illusions wrapped in a safe little bubble. I say what is on my mind and I stand up for myself, even if it means being shunned by people. Most of the time, I prefer to be alone and be left alone. No one will ever truly know me completely; some say they are waiting to meet another side of me that they know is there. I do act differently with certain people; but I won't go Jekyll and Hyde on you, because I only have one personality, but depending on who you are, you will see different traits of it. I do not apologize for who I am nor do I owe anyone any explanations other than what I choose to express. I am slowly gaining new friends and meeting more positive people in my life; the ones I am no longer affiliated with are gone for a reason. I am just trying to live the life that I want and love.

Never question.. it's a goth rule...(yup that guy screwed up 08/15)

I don't bite.. i'm open to all races of men, so please if you want to say somthin then do so.. i perfer a man to be a man...and expect a man to make contact if he's interested and not lurk.. and for all you lurkers all i can say is you need to stop. if i hit your profile once that was to view it, and if i don't hit it again that means something, and it's time for you to move on.. you will know if i'm into you, cause i tend to be selective =).. (but again i perfer a man to contact me).. other wise your wasting your time lurking ... ( and if i do happen to talk to you don't asume i'm gonna be all over you and it's a match made in heaven... cause that's just not true, it just means i'm being nice )... The best feeling for a women is when a man makes sincere contact and acutally shows he really is interested...
so if your really into me then you need to prove it OFF the internet...

**i'm learning now that the www. internet has now made it more easier and efficient for a man to be more of an A** H**E.. just what we need ... oh! and it's now avail in 3D **

workin on it -----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------i'm kind of traditional, I NEVER ask a man out... and The computer is NOT a Magical genie so Speak up..


*Very very important* i don't drive to see anyone... so if your interested it's totally up to you ...

and i refuse to be added to YOUR list of Hoho's, Dingdong's, Cupcakes and what ever you wanna call um ..lol..


Wait!! fyi! i have allergies "ooo doom" .. lol ... sooo you need to be a bonifide clean freak...